Loving you through him

"I am not him... yet I want to be. He's always the best. He always standout. I wanted to be him... and now I am... but why do you keep on looking for me?

Did I make a wrong decision? Should I tell you the truth? Or do I need to keep on pretending? If I tell you... will you be mad? Will you ever forgive me?

He loved you... and I did too. And I still do. He can't love you anymore... but I can. Can you just stop loving him? Cant you just love me?" -Michael Astro Carnett