Description
Joy Claras is a twenty-seven professor of the musically inclined, at the Aerilon School of Music. On a daily basis, he deals with future musicians and composers as they excel in their studies, but Joy (or Jay, as they call him) doesn't only keep music close to his heart. In the dark depths of a broken soul, lies a rotten desire that hungers for emotion. While he tends to his students in the day, Jay leads a secret life of intense sexual activity, participating in brutal acts that leave him sometimes in the hospital. Rather than being satisfied in the classic acts of simple romance and sex, Jay buries himself in his own blood almost every weekend, for he can only feel the real rush when he blacks out from pain. A disgustingly intense play of lust is all that Jay desires. As Jay continues his life in his extreme acts of hardcore pornography, people begin to question if the public persona that he shows is actually himself. Hiding deeper into his play of bloody lust, Joy finds himself to have to confront the troubles in the past that he's always ignored, as the screams of his past self grow louder than the denial that he keeps to his heart. In a story of gore and warmth, one can only imagine what it feels like to be set in the shoes of an extreme BDSM user. Perhaps one can imagine the void, reaching for more than just a simple existence, yet grabbing only air. The deafening screams turned into silence, as the permeating sound seems to ring into nothingness. Will Jay find more to life than finding warmth in death's arms? Will he hear more than just silence? _____________________________________________ Reader Discretion is Advised. Includes: Sexual content, Abusive Relationships, Mental Health, Gore, Blood, Sex, Strong Language, Self-Harm. This piece of work does not support any violent activity or abusive activity. This content is only to inform of a work of fiction, not to encourage the acts taking place.
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