My mysterious comforter

As I open my eyes... Everything I saw is a Fair--- no I mean Unfair world... I Open my eyes to see how cruel the world is and how problems affect our life. I'm Just a girl, and all I wanted is to die, a girl who wish to be in peace anymore and a girl who did her very best just to kill herself, but surprisingly it doesn't work on. Do guardian angels really exist? or can I ask, Meron pa ba talagang tao na makakapigil ng luha ko?