Lend me broken parts

Kazuya stared at his friend's face, memorizing the shortstop's features, engraving it in his memory.

Stomach sinking at the thought, he stood and went, leaving a concerned Kuramochi behind. Because he couldn't-- when he's feeling nauseated at the thought that, not only events could vanish from his memory, but also his bestfriend, his team mates, his entire life in seido and Sawamura Eijun and everything that he had become in Kazuya's life just when Kazuya would finally be able to return his feelings.