Introduction

Today makes 3 years. 1,095 days of living in fear. 26,280 hours of freezing up terror every time my phone notifies me of an incoming message, call or email. 1,576,800 minutes of wondering if that would be the moment when he would find me, to kill me. If only I could go back 6 years ago. 2,190 days ago and change things. If only I could go back to the exact moment, 52,560 hours ago when I met the person that would change my life forever and stop. If only I could go back 3,153,600 minutes ago and just have stayed home, then maybe, maybe I wouldn't be dead.