Worries

I'm going to die in pain, in my kitchen. I can feel myself rocking. I need to remember. I need to. Oh help me please. I'm trying to picture her face. Her beautiful face. Georgia. I can't see her. No. All I can see is burning white. No I will not forget her. Not the one person I love with all my heart no. Not her. It hurts so bad. Not her. Never her. I love her. But her face is blank. I'm going to die, not even remembering her face. I can't even remember her face. Not her. I can't die without her.