meaningless love

My name is Abbey, the schools best fake prostertute. I get paid to do stuff that I'm really ashamed of like, pretending to have sex with less popular people to make them look cool, I'v never really been on my first date. I thought i was on a date with this guy from my school but he only paid me for me to kiss him. Then came this guy called Jamal who now kinda has my heart. He's different from all the other boys that have paid me to do 'stuff' he treats me special even though i try to hide my pain from him I'v always thought of him as my night and shinning armor. We NEARLY had our first kiss together when we were young since then we'v always been faithful and kind to each other.