Description
I have to keep laughing, it's the only way to fool them that I'm okay. Bubbly. Lively. Energetic. These are words that people describe Jung Hoseok with. But what if behind all them cameras and music he's not. What if he's not the sunshine we all believe him to be. You should never expect someone to be so happy all the time, especially J-Hope. I TRY TO PUBLISH NEW CHAPTERS EVERYDAY! A fan-fiction about the BTS k-pop idol Jung Hoseok dealing with depresion and anxiety, all whilst trying to maintain his sunshine appearance. Suggestions for story lines are open, and if you really want a book to be made, just direct message me. It will contain JiHope for sure, but comment suggestions on what other ships I should include in this story. If there are any questions be free to send them me! Content warning: This book will contain, but is not limited to, suicidal actions and/or thoughts, depression, self-harm, vulga language, smut.
Prologue
