Chapter 1

Don't get me wrong. I'm thankful for all the love and beautiful moments I've been showered with my entire life. But it hasn't exactly been peachy.

I'm so glad to have found Wattpad because this is going to be my free therapy. I've always wondered how to exactly to release all the emotions in my heart and head, how to feel more 'normal'.

So I write this story... to try and find some kind of closure in my life.

This is my story. Yes, its not exactly fiction. Certainly not for me.