how did I get to this point?

How did I get to this point?

I didn't mean to hurt him.. yes I did. He deserved every amount of pain I caused him..

I have wasted 4 years on this nigga and he had the audacity to do me dirty like this?

He didn't marry me or have kids with me because of the bitch he already had kids with. 

My blood boils just thinking about what happened within these past 24 hours...