Love Has Obstacles And I Hit All Of Them

I'm Alexia or Lexxi 'cause that's what my friends call me. I'm 17 years old, last year was the most horrible, awesome, action-packed year anybody would ever have. And that was all for the one I love; Aiden. A year ago I was in a band with my friends, The Hearts Of Lonely People. Yeah, yeah. We were mainly on our own, our parents didn't care, but we did care for each other, but we still felt lonely. Okay well, Aiden came into the story when we had our first gig, at a mental hospital. All I can explain it as was love at first sight. It felt like we were made for each other. Its was very intense. At some times it felt like I was going to lose him for good. But he kept on coming back. He's not what I expect from a mental person. He seems normal. But he talks to himself... a lot. And at times when he upsets me, he goes into suicidal mode. But that upsets me more and scares me. He's getting better at controlling it, I still have a hard time leaving him alone. But I am trying to change that. Well, I'll leave all the details to the REAL story.