Prologue

"One last time.
Maybe it'll be easy
this time around.
Maybe life will get easier."
That was the lie I told myself.
It was a lie because life
doesn't get easier.
Sometimes I wish life came with instructions.
But it doesn't.
So here I am, alone in my room
I think I'm going insane
I can't give everyone
A plus's like they'd like.
But maybe I can
In blood.