my broken... 'Bento'

Fate sure's something funny...
at one moment you'll get pulled here and the next second then you'll be over there.
being tied, knotted, pushed around just to fullfil its desire.
I however don't want to give up just like that!
'I'll try to reach him with my run. I'll keep on trying 'till my legs cannot longer held the pressure... untill my body collapsed from the exhausment...'
that's what I used to believe in...
but now... that's what happening. I put my everything to the efforts, yet I can't still reach for him...
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should I.... just give it up???