I wasn't suppose to get stuck here. I can't stand it anymore. I can't watch his green eyes full of pain stare passed me, I can't watch him destroy his whole life because of his greif. I want to reach out and tell him I'm here but I don't know how. Gabe's trying to teach me...but I don't want Gabe and his deep blue sky eyes near me. I love Clay. I loved him in life and I will love him in death. I don't want anything else apart from him and I don't need anyone else. *** You don't need to read BitterSweet to understand this story but if you want to know about Scarletts past then go and check it out!