The letter

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't devastated that youre gone. But what came from it was more perfect than what you ever gave me. I may be the reason your gone, and that may have pulled me apart, but this was just a perfect tragedy.

"And on October 17th, 2017, Ethan Payne was pronounced dead in his flat. Time of death... 19:32. Cause of death, overdose. There was no indication of a note."