Maybe

"Of course I still love him....I doubt I'll ever stop and I know he believes I'll find someone better.
Jonathon, believe me, I hold you to no standards and I love you as you are, there could never be another....so why? What happened, and why didn't you try? We weren't given time...and we could've had time, if you had just waited one more week. Why'd you throw me away again?"

We all need something to make us realize that what we say in a moment could be true, but it could be completely different a moment later, that doesn't mean that before that moment it was a lie.