Obsessed Admirer(one shot)

I know I'm obsessed with her, but I don't care as much as I love her.
I'll do everything or anything just to make her happy even though I look like a stupid guy---

but---

wait...

I think I can't do that thing.
because I'm a coward
I can't tell her how I feel .
I'm inlove with her in a secret way.
can I have a happy ending?