Chapter 1 -When I First Met Him

My problem? I'm always falling in love with the careless guys.
He was amazing. He still is. That's part of why I can't get over him.
I can still hear his voice. I miss him. I miss us.
Maybe the fact that I'm such a loser made him leave me.
He lost feelings for me. If anything we went through meant something to him, how did he easily move on?
It's so hard. Seeing him everyday in school and talking to him everyday for hours. How are you supposed to get over someone who meant everything to you? Someone who was always there for you? Someone who stood by you when no one else was? Someone you fell in love with so badly?
He makes me feel crazy. He makes me feel like it's my fault.
I was in pain.