Ch 1:New school,first impressions and kiss...

Love ,what's it?Is it the butterflies in your stomach?The sparkles?The shivers in your spine?The passion in your kiss?The red heat in your cheeks?The reason why your heart beats?The satisfaction of life or urge to live more?Is his smile enough for me to know that everything's fine? Seeing him happy makes me happy? Like, I can really feel his emotional break down,his happiness, his brightness,his sadness,his coldness, all emotions. Like our souls are connected. But is that it, for me to know that we are in love and that nothing can wrong us,nothing can separate us?Or I am the only one feeling this?Can love be frightening? Fear of loosing him?It's all messed up!I don't know what to do.Everything is in front of my eyes but I just not able to figure out.I can see the love in his eyes but at the same time my vision is blinded by the betrayal. I just hope that hope my love is loud enough for him to hear me calling his name out loud,for him to come and save me from the darkness that has clouded me.If he doesn't feel the the same love as me, than I would leave him for his own good,because I know Love Happens..