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**I am in a silent corner...
Where there are things, but there is a void in the heart.
I am breathing, but my heart...
I have become a road long ago,
Towards a city where there is only me...
My desires... and my freedom.
Sometimes my heart feels like -
Leaving everything...
Go on those roads where no one is known,
Where at some unknown turn I just meet myself.
But around every dream,
There is some nameless body...
Which is only felt, never shown.
My path was different from all others...
I took some turns by my own decision,
And some paths were taken from me by time.
The laughter that I never got in the gatherings,
I lived it in solitude and with books.
And now...
A new path is looking towards me.
Again the same solitude, the same journey...
But this time...
I will live life, not just by reading books.
I don't want peace...
I just want a small heaven...
Where I can live for myself,
Without hindrances, without fear.
I am still here...
But my heart is broken.
And one day...
I will also reach there...
Where not only my name will be there...
There will be my story."**