Selfidentity Stories

Two homes. One heart. Ella just wants to belong but life keeps playing different tunes.

A Philosophy of Suicide, Memory, and the Future's Echo, will unfold through these eight sections.

When a man becomes lost in the endless lives he can imagine, his mind begins to unravel. Every day, he slips into new identities-becoming people he's never met, in worlds he's never lived. At first, it's a curious escape. But as the lines blur, and the world bends around him, he starts to wonder: can he still remember who he was, when he's become everything and everyone? Journey with him through fractured realities, as the burden of too much knowing erodes his sense of self. In a world where every life is lived, and none can be claimed as his own, the question remains: is it possible to find oneself in a world of infinite possibilities?

ସେ ସାଧାରଣ ଥିଲେ ମଧ୍ୟ ସ୍ନିଗ୍ଧତାର ଅଭାବ ଥିଲାନି, ଓ ସେ ନିଜେ ଅନ୍ଧାରରେ ଥିଲେ ମଧ୍ୟ ଅନ୍ୟଙ୍କ ଆଲୋକ ହେବାକୁ ଚେଷ୍ଟା କରୁଥିଲେ। ଏହି ଗଳ୍ପ ହେଉଛି ଡୁଗୁ ଓ ଅରବଙ୍କ ଭାବନା ଏବଂ ଅସ୍ତିତ୍ୱ ର ଗଳ୍ପ, ଯେଉଁଠାରେ ପ୍ରେମ ରହିଛି, ନିଜକୁ ଖୋଜିବା ରହିଛି ଓ ଅନ୍ତର୍ନିହିତ ଲାଘବ ର ଅନୁଭବ ରହିଛି। ଏହି ଗଳ୍ପ ତୁମକୁ ଏମିତି ଗଭୀର ଭାବନା ରେ ନେଯିବ, ଯେଉଁଠି ଶବ୍ଦ ଚୁପ୍ ଓ ଦୃଷ୍ଟି କଥା କହିଥାଏ

You're not alone.

This is not a story. It's an open letter from a wounded heart-a refuge where my thoughts can breathe as I cling to my sanity in a world that feels like it's unraveling. I've often dreamed of creating a space of my own-a site where my voice could flourish. But I recognize my own inconsistencies and know that, for now, I'm not ready to fully embrace such a profound opportunity. So, I've chosen this space instead-a place where my heart can speak freely and my thoughts can rest. With every page I turn in this journey, I hold on to the hope of finding healing, piece by piece. To you, the reader, I send peace, love, and light.

Ethan Ravenshade thought he was ordinary-a quiet man living an invisible life in the small town of Mirebrook. But when a shimmering rift tears through reality, his world is thrust into chaos. The fractures threaten to destroy everything he knows, unraveling the delicate balance of his existence. Guided by a cryptic stranger and forced to confront powers he doesn't understand, Ethan must navigate the fragile boundaries between worlds. Each step reveals buried truths, forcing him to question his role in holding the fractured reality together. As the cracks grow and the rift deepens, Ethan races against time to prevent the collapse of his world. But mending the fractures comes at a cost, and not all broken things can be repaired. Fractured is a gripping tale of self-discovery, courage, and the fight to save a world teetering on the edge of destruction.

In the year 4025, amidst the towering skyscrapers of Skyline City, humanity thrives with the help of highly advanced androids designed to serve and assist in every aspect of life. Kai Holloway, a solitary and talented programmer, leads a quiet existence after the loss of his parents, struggling with the emptiness of his well-ordered but lifeless apartment. Seeking convenience, Kai purchases a TK-2090, the most advanced android model from SynthoCorp, only to find that the android he names Selene begins to challenge his understanding of what it means to be human. As Selene learns and adapts to Kai's life, the boundaries between machine and emotion blur, leading them both on a journey of self-discovery, identity, and the subtle exploration of love in a world where technology and humanity are inseparable.

This piece is a deeply personal narrative that explores complex family dynamics, emotional trauma, and the struggle for self-identity and independence. It conveys feelings of being misunderstood, neglected, and unfairly compared to siblings. The author reflects on painful childhood memories, sibling rivalry, emotional abuse, and a desire for validation, ultimately seeking solace outside the family. Themes of loneliness, depression, and suicidal thoughts are prevalent, alongside moments of strength found in friendships and self-reliance. It highlights the journey toward healing, self-acceptance, and spiritual reflection.

This is my first story. I made for people who "don't fit" into societies harsh standards. This book is made to see how others can relate to me and how I see the deeper meanings of society and how different some are treated from others just for how they present themselves.

Thalia reflects on her childhood memories, filled with her mother's music and their shared love for the ocean, symbolized by a surfboard adorned with turtle stickers. As she revisits their old home, she feels a poignant mix of nostalgia and pain from her mother's abandonment. Seeking solace, Thalia heads to the beach, where memories and whispers about her mother, Tala, haunt her. Caught in the surf, she nearly drowns, only to be reminded of her loss upon reaching the shore. There, she encounters a struggling turtle hatchling, which mirrors her own fight against the currents of life. This encounter sparks a moment of clarity for Thalia. She realizes that, like the little turtle, she too must find her own way. Embracing a renewed sense of purpose, Thalia helps the hatchling reach the ocean and resolves to carve out her own path, honoring her past while looking forward to a future shaped by her own strength and resilience. As the sun sets, she heads back home, surfboard in hand, ready to face whatever comes next, one wave at a time.

A poem of embracing self individuality, expressing the pros and cons of me as a person and the hardships of fitting into a world that has standards

How others will understand you when you don't understand us?

Alex Leon Androka has everything a person could ask for, yet he can't seem to find happiness in the small things in life. He's built a wall around himself and prefers to keep to himself, until Jem Young transfers to his school from New York. With his charming personality and striking good looks, Jem is like no one Alex has ever met before. But can Alex resist Jem's advances and keep his distance from this outgoing new student? Follow their story as they navigate the complexities of teenage life, relationships, and self-discovery.

Sometimes we don't say a word because our mind is too full of them. These pages hold just a few of those.

a book of poetry

When Arriana was born Deaf, it solved more problems than it caused. Unable to hear the call of the sirens who raised her, she never saw a problem. With her father's pirates all fluent in sign, she only ever felt the split of the underwater world of her mother and the pirating one of her father. With a heroic act and a show of defiance, Arriana finds a world she's not ready for. And a world that's not ready for her. Anything can happen. ~Completed, pending edits~ ***Finalist in Fantasy's EveryDayInMay fantasy worldbuilding contest*** #1 in lgbt and girlxgirl 7/7/2021 - 7/16/2021

Cover art done by Instagram user middfoxx Keeping secrets and resorting to stealing hoodies for comfort, Izuku tries to cope with his mom's recent death. Aizawa tries to get Izuku to take certain hoodies off to wash and every time it's a new hoodie. Consfused on how he keeps getting them, he confronts Izuku about washing that months hoodie again but in front of the class. Who know a harmless interaction could turn into the whole class getting involved. Read how the classes concern earns them shocking information and leads certain boys to get closer to Izuku, inspiring new relationships and deeper friendships.

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This book is a series of poems that describes the struggles of finding ones true identity while faced with obstacles involving the mind. A personal transition through a distorted reality. Gender, substance use, mental health.