Selfidentity Stories

Jennifer (Jenna) Anela Hawkins is not just your usual tomboy that you have seen before. She's a great dancer, a very good soccer player who has a beautiful voice and is known to be a quadruple threat to most. This year, she is joining the University of her dreams, (King Arthur University) which offers dance and soccer in Los Angeles. The only problem is that the university only has a soccer team that's only for boys and won't allow girls to join. But what will happen if the boys' team's Capitan joins her dance crew, with whom Jennifer has a lot more in common than she realizes? ~ "By the way, you're a wonderful dancer." "Um. . . thanks." That was the second time this guy complimented me for this weekend alone and we'd only met two days ago. It made me dumbfounded which doesn't happen often whenever anyone gives a compliment. Yet David had and it scares the hell out of me. Until he gives this charming grin, "But I bet that I can do that little dance of yours better than you."

[ A VERY Slow-Burn, Coming-of-Age LGBT+ Love Story about the Messiness of Love and Life ] Jackson Rivera hates Rory Harwood with all his guts. He's has been the scourge of Jackson's summer for years, and he doesn't know why. That is, until he finds Rory's journal and begins reading it. And as he keeps reading, Jackson discovers way more than he bargained for. Hopefully, Rory won't kill him by the time it's over. ~ Jackson Rivera hates summer for three good reasons - three months of social isolation and boredom at his family's summer cottage, three months of dealing with the family who shares the cottage, and three months of the worst person he's ever met: Rory Harwood. Rory has been the scourge of Jackson's summer for years, and, despite his attempted efforts to call a truce, Jackson's ready to break the guy's nose or kill him. That is, until he finds Rory's journal and begins reading it. And as he keeps reading, Jackson discovers way more than he bargained for, setting forth a series of events that'll change not just Jackson and Rory, but everyone around them, forever. Let's just hope that Rory won't kill him by the time it's over. © All Rights Reserved Word Count: ~148,000 ~ *Contains slurs, violence, angst, profanity, and bullying* # 2 self-identity (06/18/22) #4 in bisexual (06/16/22)

A not so forbidden relationship slowly starts taking shape between a witty Jester and a prideful Prince.. But it's not really all sweets and sugar when the 'unfortunate' prince had to be bound to another out of duty- and not from his cookie heart...✨ A story between Shadow Milk and Pure Vanilla. (Cover is not mine, giving credits to original artist)

He tries to forget his past that haunts him, She struggles to remember her future yet to come. Later will I realize in reminiscence of that dank, small alley as I stare into the soul of a man who didn't have one, our whole relationship was a competition. A game of who can withstand the most, the longest. We pushed each other to our breaking points and beyond. Who won is unknown. It didn't matter when we only lived in the present, forgetting the past that haunts him and the future I'll struggle to remember. However sometimes to embrace the future, one must live in the present and in order to do so, it requires understanding the past, and that's where it all began. *** Kara is recently diagnosed with onset early dementia and might lose her memory. She does everything to remember the past and future. Enter Jaxx who only lives in the present.

Finding yourself. Your identity. It's so freaking hard. Erin, Clarke, Sawyer and Riley are all in a story about love, heartbreak, and a whole lot of queerness at every turn. Yay! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Certain chapters will be in different styles, including scipts for future adaptations, first-person to third-person pov's, change of future/past tense, etc.

A Philosophy of Suicide, Memory, and the Future's Echo, will unfold through these eight sections.

This is not a story. It's an open letter from a wounded heart-a refuge where my thoughts can breathe as I cling to my sanity in a world that feels like it's unraveling. I've often dreamed of creating a space of my own-a site where my voice could flourish. But I recognize my own inconsistencies and know that, for now, I'm not ready to fully embrace such a profound opportunity. So, I've chosen this space instead-a place where my heart can speak freely and my thoughts can rest. With every page I turn in this journey, I hold on to the hope of finding healing, piece by piece. To you, the reader, I send peace, love, and light.

A girl who visits her mirror daily, she looks into the mirror soul, to try and see what it is she is after, but what she is after is within herself.

How others will understand you when you don't understand us?

Following a decade of its second lord's temperate reign, House Hospodia's name, vision, and capital lie in ruins. Turncoats feasted and treachery ran rampant as the House's once-imposing authority was torn up from two sides, leaving two cities as new bastions of a long-held dream. One of these unites behind a veteran of a hundred raids; the other rallies eagerly behind a pre-teen yet to experience his maiden battle. As their paths inexorably bound, it is up to them to end as partners or rivals, and above all decide if Hospodia's vision is still something worth striving for.

The stories of my childhood. The stories of my continuously changing self. The stories of me. These are the stories that tell about what my life has been like, and show how I am changing over time. This is a collection of vignettes that showcase my memories and my personality. After all, I'm just a different shade of beige. (Inspired by The House On Mango Street by Sandra Cisneros)

This poem reflects on themes of life, self-doubt, and internal struggles. It contemplates existential questions

Everyone has a secret. Someone has more magical ones than the others. But does that give them the right to force the rules of their world into another? It will take Alastair quite a long time to see the world doesn't work as he wants to and to convince his Luna to accept her role. She has the reasons of her own to resist and demand respect, patience and honesty. Being dropped into the werewolf's world is not something Nina would enjoy. But once it's done she has to deal with it.

Alex Leon Androka has everything a person could ask for, yet he can't seem to find happiness in the small things in life. He's built a wall around himself and prefers to keep to himself, until Jem Young transfers to his school from New York. With his charming personality and striking good looks, Jem is like no one Alex has ever met before. But can Alex resist Jem's advances and keep his distance from this outgoing new student? Follow their story as they navigate the complexities of teenage life, relationships, and self-discovery.

#21 in Vampire (2/11/17) I am Grimm. First son of second-hand wife. Brother to five. A man taking a Dragon as his companion for life. My clan rose from blood and fist, fangs and wings. My father planted the flag, and I am here not to snag. Only The Rift had so far marred my reign; the plotters banished to somewhere foreign, otherwise put to deaths nowhere benign. I bid you welcome, mortals, to my realm.

One young witch One wrong spell Three evil wizards Her whole world is shattering around her. And her parents are suffering from her mistake. Will she be able to save them? Is she really having visions of the past or has she finally lost her mind? If that isn't enough, two different guys from two different worlds are vying for her attention. Can she overcome the absolute chaos that is now her life?

This piece is a deeply personal narrative that explores complex family dynamics, emotional trauma, and the struggle for self-identity and independence. It conveys feelings of being misunderstood, neglected, and unfairly compared to siblings. The author reflects on painful childhood memories, sibling rivalry, emotional abuse, and a desire for validation, ultimately seeking solace outside the family. Themes of loneliness, depression, and suicidal thoughts are prevalent, alongside moments of strength found in friendships and self-reliance. It highlights the journey toward healing, self-acceptance, and spiritual reflection.

Essays on a few topics. I would be updating soon.