Истории Innerstruggles

"Voice With - in, Silence With - out" A raw and heartfelt journey through love, longing, doubts, and inner struggles. This book captures my honest feelings-dreams of love inspired by K-dramas, moments of hope, as well as the silent battles I face inside. It's a collection of my deepest desires, fears, and doubts, all laid bare on white screen. "Voice Within, Silence Without" is a collection of poems that explore love, hope, doubts, and inner struggles. Through these words, I share my honest feelings and moments of vulnerability inspired by life and the stories we tell ourselves. It's a quiet reflection on the search for voice and connection amid silence and uncertainty. If you enjoy heartfelt poetry about the complexities of being human - about finding strength in vulnerability and hope in the quiet - this book offers a space for those feelings. Take a look if it resonates with you. I think it's beautiful mess of being human.

A 21-year-old woman, overwhelmed by anxiety, finds herself falling in love with a man through the captivating quality of his voice.

Life is something we find amusing because of how miserably it treats us, while small joys are planted. It makes us second-guess everything we do or did. Some live up to perfection in public eyes, but behind the walls, there is a person whose life hangs by a thread of hope. This is a daily or weekly collection of poems or prose created for people to relate to and know they're not the only ones in distress. - By hope

NOT A NOVEL POEMS

They see my smile and think I'm fine. But behind the silence, behind the masks, I'm barely holding on. Trapped between who I was and who I pretend to be, I carry the weight of secrets too heavy to speak. My heart beats, but it feels hollow. My soul breathes, but it's tired. This is not just a story about pain - it's about survival. About feeling broken but still getting up. About losing yourself and trying to find pieces in the dark. About love, loss, and the quiet battles no one sees. I'm not looking to be saved. I just want to be understood. Because sometimes, the ones who seem the strongest are the ones screaming the loudest - silently. I'm dying... yet alive. And this is my story.

Minutes of My Mind is a haunting, poetic novel that blends cinematic imagery with raw emotion. Through elegant, lyrical prose, it tells the story of a young woman whose flawless exterior hides the scars of love, silence, and survival. Roses, thorns, and shadows become metaphors of her struggle - a fragile balance between pain and grace.

She built her glass castle for the world, but only she knows the cracks within. She has it all - or so they think. In the mirror, Aisha is confident, successful, powerful. But behind the reflection, she is fragile, lonely, and breaking apart. A story of masks, mirrors, and the battles no one sees. Her Glass Castle: The brave front, the façade, only she knows.

"Sit beside what's left of me" is not just a poem. It's a quiet scream, a soft ache - a love letter to all the unspoken thoughts we hide behind smiles. For anyone who has ever felt invisible, unwanted, or hollow - this is for you. You are not alone. And your softness doesn't make you weak. Read it when it's 2 AM and everything feels too loud. Or when it's silent and you just need someone to understand.

Finn is 18, funny, shy, and the friend everyone turns to for advice. To the world, he's the perfect student and caring companion, surrounded by friends especially girls who admire him. But beneath the surface, Finn hides a secret that he can't share, a voice inside that whispers truths he's afraid to face. This is a story about silence, courage, and the journey to find your own voice when the world expects you to stay quiet.

He had never known what it truly meant to be loved. He thought he loved once, but it was a love that stumbled and faltered-like words caught in a nervous stutter, imperfect and unfinished. Always living in the shadow of his brilliant younger brother, his life felt like a sentence left hanging, never reaching its full meaning. This is the story of a man whose heart, like his voice, trembles with hesitation-a love quietly longing to be whole.

This story revolves around a girl named Sumi, and it primarily focuses on the challenges she faces in her life. Unlike most stories, she is not conventionally beautiful or attractive, and through her journey, you will get to see the reality of a girl's life when she doesn't fit society's beauty standards. You will witness her struggles as she strives to become successful in life. This is Part 1. If you enjoy my story, I will create Part 2.

He never believed in love. Now, it's the only thing that might save him. Aditya never planned on marriage. He didn't believe in the fairytales, the vows, or the promises. But when family pressure corners him, he agrees-to marry someone he once knew, Sophia, a quiet echo from his college days. Thrown into a marriage he never wanted, in a house filled with voices louder than his own-his protective sister Tsukiyo, the fiery twins Anya and Ruki, his silent yet watchful cousin Rian, and a mother who only wants what's "best"-Adi's life becomes a storm he can't control. As old wounds resurface and emotions he buried long ago begin to stir, Adi finds himself torn between duty and desire, between his past and a future he never dared to imagine. What happens when a man who built walls around his heart is forced to live with someone who might break them?

"Mental Imprisonment: The Invisible Chains" is a powerful and thought-provoking exploration of the internal barriers that keep us stuck-fear, doubt, past trauma, and limiting beliefs. These invisible chains often go unnoticed, yet they shape our choices, relationships, and overall well-being. This piece sheds light on how these mental prisons are formed and how they can quietly control our lives. More importantly, it offers hope and insight into how we can break free. Through self-awareness, emotional healing, and mindset shifts, freedom is possible. This is a must-read for anyone feeling trapped by their own thoughts or seeking personal growth. It's not just informative-it's transformative. You'll walk away inspired, empowered, and equipped with tools to reclaim your mental and emotional freedom.

Aaliya has always believed that love is fleeting-people come, stay for a while, and then leave, just like everyone in her past. Guarded by walls she built around her heart, she prefers solitude, finding comfort in the silence of night and the presence of Allah. She speaks but never reveals, laughs but hides her pain, and trusts no one but herself. But when Zayan enters her life, things begin to shift. A silent observer, he sees the untold stories behind her distant gaze. Their paths intertwine, yet she resists-pushing away before she can be abandoned again. But some people stay. Will Aaliya let herself believe that? Or will she continue running from what her heart truly desires? A slow, soothing journey of faith, love, and healing-Unshaken Hearts is a story of two souls, destined yet divided, and the bond that refuses to break.

"Dangers of the Mind" is a raw and poignant collection of poetry that explores the haunting depths of the human psyche. It navigates the turbulent journey through dark thoughts, overwhelming self-doubt, and the isolation that often accompanies the struggle within. Each poem sheds light on the perilous journey of mental turmoil, capturing the intense battles between despair and self-destruction. Yet, within these shadows, a transformation unfolds-an emerging strength that seeks to break free from the darkness. Through vulnerability and courage, "Dangers of the Mind" speaks to the resilience of the human spirit, offering a powerful reminder that even in the darkest corners, there is always the possibility for healing and change before it's too late. This collection is not only a reflection of the pain many face but a testament to the power of overcoming it.

Unwritten Chapters is a poignant story of navigating self-discovery, inner struggles, and unexpected connections. Every night, a young man wrestles with overthinking, haunted by the weight of past mistakes and uncertain choices. Trapped between regrets and unspoken dreams, he finds solace in fleeting moments under the open sky. In the midst of his inner chaos, he meets another soul burdened by similar struggles. Together, they embark on a journey of shared silence and vulnerable truths, learning that healing comes not from perfection, but from rewriting the stories they once thought were beyond repair. As new chapters unfold, they must decide whether to stay trapped in their pasts or embrace the unwritten possibilities ahead.

Trapped in a dingy motel room in a desolate desert city, a man teeters on the edge of despair. Haunted by loneliness and the fear of abandonment, he waits for his wife and brother to find him-a lifeline in an unforgiving world. With every passing hour, the weight of uncertainty grows heavier, pulling him deeper into self-doubt and isolation. When they finally arrive, bringing relief and love, the reunion feels bittersweet. Though no longer alone, the scars of his inner struggle linger, leaving him to grapple with the shadows of fear and vulnerability. "Connection" is a raw, emotionally charged story about isolation, resilience, and the complex bonds of family. It delves into the fragility of the human spirit and the strength it takes to find hope, even when life feels at its darkest.

When Shadows Collide takes you on a journey through the fractured lives of Cherry and Bamee. Burdened by her dark past, Cherry seeks healing amidst her internal chaos, while Bamee yearns for a lost connection that still lingers in his heart. Their unexpected meeting ignites a spark that could either lead to redemption or further despair. Will they be able to help each other find the light, or will their shadows keep them apart forever?

Pieces of writing bits that speaks volumes into one's life.

Hung Up on the Wall It's about looking in the mirror and seeing more than just your reflection-seeing the cracks, the pain, and the struggle you've been carrying. This poem's about judgment, not just from others, but from yourself. It's raw, honest, and about trying to break free from the weight of it all.