Chaptertwelve Stories

Okay, So you might be wondering and a bit confused on who I am; Well, let me answer that. My name is Selena and the whole idea of my life right now is to get over a really bad break up with my ex that i'm still madly in love with; Justin Bieber. I know, it's a little bit of a long shot, but I have to do it. I have to do it for my own sanity. I am 20 years old and he is only 18. You might be thinking, “what the fuck were you thinking?” But I couldn't help it. We didn't do anything until he was eighteen so it was perfectly legal. We were together for a total of a year and nine months. Almost two years. But things were too crazy for the two of us and I couldn't take it. Along with several reasons: He was too vain. He was always playing with my heart. He was way too insecure and too scared of losing me. He was almost never with me and he was always with other people. He made me sad at times because he was never around but then when he was, I was always happy. Whenever he was with his non-famous friends, he always treated me like shit. And the worst part about it all; he still has my heart. I've had a lot of time to think of this and I've decided that sharing only the things I hate about him wasn't fair. The seven things I love about him is his body. I loved his personality. I loved his car. I loved the way he kissed me. I loved how one minute I could be almost in tears and the next, I could be laughing because he would make me laugh. I loved just being with him because he always made me feel okay. Like everything was going to be okay. I loved and still love the way that he loved me and the way that I still love him. As much as I hate to admit it, He will always have a piece of my heart that I will never get back; I will always love him. There was no denying it. But if I could get it to the point where it didn't feel like there was a huge fucking hole in my abdomen and heart, I would be able to live again. This is my story. Are you in to listen?

"That I should have bought you flowers and held your hand Should have gave you all my hours when I had the chance Take you to every party cause all you wanted to do was dance Now my baby is dancing, but she's dancing with another" ~~ Who would have thought that the moment when you love someone so much, but things just fall apart would be so hard to realize? Thats the one question Justin Bieber continuously asks himself. What went wrong? Why did he seem to lose the only person that meant anything to him? Is there anyway to change it? He does everything he possibly can to make it better, but they never do. He decides to make one critical choice that changes things and he doesnt understand how the outcome happens.. ~~ Selena Gomez doesnt understand why her ex, Justin Bieber cant let go. She doesnt understand it and when she tries to move on, Justin becomes persistent. She just want to love again and find the guy that is going to be her forever. It shouldnt be that hard, right? It is when your ex denies you the chance. But does she want to be left alone? ==== Only in wheniwasyourman: The Short Story