Contains: Buttsex, gushy shit, and feels. 18+ I guess. You have been warned.

Chelsea doesn't smile. What if a certain someone can make Chelsea turn her frown upside down?

Rebel Tracks has been dumped by her ex-boyfriend and having nowhere to go, Katelynne Quinn takes her in and as Rebel meets Katelynne's husband Kellin, things start happening the way it shouldn't be. As Katelynne and Kellin are busy Rebel gets money for looking after the children and living with Kellin couldn't be better right? What could happen when two people love each other but shouldn't be?

What would you do if you fell in love with someone and unintentionally pushed them so far off the brink that they left you? Would you fall apart? Would you try to get him back? Or could you live your life knowing that you love him with all your heart and all you want is for him to be happy... My name is Hannah Robertson and when things go wrong for me, they really take a nose dive. I don't believe in fairy tale endings where the guy gets the girl and they ride off into the sunset on a white stallion. While it really can sound nice, I just want one thing: I want to fix things with the man who stole my heart. Kellin Quinn and I used to be one of those couples that people would look at and say "Gosh, why don't they just get married already?". We were a disgustingly in love set of people and well, I ruined it. There isn't much to say to that...but I did, I ruined it and I know there is no going back. But when I receive an invitation to Kellin's wedding, I wonder if fate is playing a cruel joke on me. I know it's no longer a matter of if I want him or not: it's more like can I love him enough to let him go?

Never date a band member. Especially the lead singer. They get all the attention, all the girls, everything. And it's hard to just sit back and watch that. Well, it was for me, that is. I hated sitting back and watching him put everything before me. I was jealous of all the groupies and all the fans he saw every night. He'd never get with any of them, but still. I was jealous. Why? Because he was and is happier on stage then when he was home and got to see me, the "love of his life". He always did tell me that I came first. I know that's a lie though, because if I came first he would've been home me. Here I am, in Portland alone, depressed. And longing for someone to stay and talk to me. About all my secrets. Everything I've kept bottled up. Everything that I never told him while he was gone on tour. And now I never will. We broke up. I shouldn't cry about it though, I knew this would happen. That's what happens when you date the lead singer.

I ran. I ran and never expected to look back. But it's hard to not look at your past, especially when Kellin Quinn was included. When you ruined his marriage. When he isn't over you. ***MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING!!!*** (in process of editing)