The misadventures of a confused Gerard and the boy he'S TOTALLY NOT IN LOVE WITH ꙰ ꙰ ꙰ ꙰ ꙰ AN attempt at humour, but filled with that juicy angst, pining and self depreciation ~!!

- In which Ryan is unhappy, poor, and obsessed with his dog. Brendon Urie moves into Ryan's house against his will, and fills the whole place with the scent of berry flavored bubble gum, which Ryan tries to counter with cigarette smoke, absolute angst, and the sound of him screaming at his typewriter. "But I have no doubt, one day the sun will come out." [Based off of Coldplay's album "Viva La Vida Or Death And All His Friends"]

"what makes you happy?" my friend's voice is tainted with an accidental hint of nostalgia. my head fills with memories of him until i feel like i'm on the verge of another episode. "i don't know."

au || ryan ross was an adrenaline seeker, sneaking out of his mothers home into the summer nights to go get what his skin itches for. during his adventures, he always seems to run into the same boy late at night. one night he asks the boy to stay the night, that's when everything changed. triggers: -alcohol abuse -abusive parent/child relationship -mature/derogatory language -self harm/suicide