*PUBLISHED as 'Tired of Being Tired, Sick of Being Sad' by Azia To *now on amazon* This is the book I wish I had when I was 12, 13, 14 and growing up until I was 20. It's the stuff I wish I told my high school self. *** This is how I feel - these are my thoughts. They're funny. They're a bit weird. They're extremely honest. And I will not be apologetic about any of this (Sorry - I'm not trying to give Canadians a bad rep here but...). All these short essays are raw and mean a lot to me. This is me handing you a key to my home, and for you to explore the parts that I have built and things that I have picked up along my journeys. You may find that my home may look a lot like yours. It's funny how we find parts of ourselves in the people we meet. Make yourself comfortable. Have a seat. Welcome. *** A collection of funny essays about hurting, loving, and healing as a teenage girl in 2018.

Ever stereotype the stereotyped? [alternativelly called feminazi in action]

"You're stronger now, stronger than an aristocrat should be. You're a rarity, Charlotte." - Had Charlotte Aido been born into a different family, her life probably would have been a lot easier and a lot simpler. - DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN VAMPIRE KNIGHT, NOR ITS ORIGINAL CHARACTERS OR MAIN PLOT LINE. THE ONLY THING THAT'S MINE ARE THE CHARACTERS I HAVE MADE UP. (i.e. Charlotte.) THIS STORY ALSO HAS SWEARING. [UNDERGOING SOME LIGHT EDITING]

a compendium of impetuous diatribes, pretentious poetry and clandestine glimpses of the horrors and woes of a poisoned youth from a washed-up, bitter so-called hipster, who psychoanalyses her own generation. [alternatively called savvy gets pretentious and becomes a know-it-all]

Book Three (I can't believe I'm writing this...)

I looked at the mark that now ruined my once flawless face. "Banished..." I muttered "Banished from the last safe city on the planet." My servos whirred as I stood up form where I had been kneeling at the waters edge. I heard the crunch of gravel from somewhere behind me. Friend or enemy I wasn't sure. Odds are it wasn't friendly, no one out here was. I used to be a guardian of the Last safe city on Earth, now, I was nothing more than a ravager. ~Cover By SeekersUnited

-Currently Rewriting! Expect major changes. You know, when I break my lazy streak and start on it again- You always see what has been laid out in front of you when something changes your life forever. You always see the flaws in your life. The same goes for the Freelancers. When one thing changes the team's lives forever, they finally see what they are. Stained.

[ Book II ] We were forgotten. Left out of the reports, hidden by coding and machines. If I had known, if I was awake, I probably would have laughed. We were the past, a dark past to the Project. We might have saved it then, but what if they come back? [ completed - book III coming soon ]

Following the events of "White Rose Tea" and "Bright Lights and Bumblebee", Ruby, Weiss, Blake and Yang are finally united. But as the younger pair try to endure the prejudice that comes with their sexuality, and the general awkwardness of being in a relationship for the first time, and the elder trying to mend a slightly broken and battered relationship, and the deal with racial discrimination against the Faunus, things were never exactly going to go quite as smoothly as anyone wanted it to. Beta read by the amazing Maltssie, aka Jaune :3