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blurry face - phan by phanci
blurry face - phan
phanci
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" my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, until he meets Phil Lester - the 'bad boy' of Dan's new school - who's face is strangely visible to Dan; much to Dan's wonder and Phil's distaste.
Ghost - Phan (#Wattys2016) by SweetLittlePhangirl
Ghost - Phan (#Wattys2016)
SweetLittlePhangirl
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It was an accident, but Phil blames himself. Dan's gone, but Phil still feels him there. What did it matter if Dan was dead? Nothing.... Nothing mattered anymore.... (Warnings: MC death, depression, attempted self-harm, alcohol and drinking, very angsty, I cried while rereading this so you may cry too) I have no idea what possessed me to write this. I am so sorry.
A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic) by WhoWantsT0know
A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic)
WhoWantsT0know
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TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?
Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan by phanci
Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan
phanci
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Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?
the broken  by 2009dan
the broken
2009dan
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the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying
The Masks We Hide Behind (Amaimon x Rin) by ANekoForMe
The Masks We Hide Behind (Amaimon x Rin)
ANekoForMe
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Rin has always been sick. He has always kept it hidden, never wanting his friends or brother to worry. As the symptoms get worse, only one person notices.
The  Demon in my Closet by Alice_Paige
The Demon in my Closet
Alice_Paige
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Ciel wakes up one night afraid of the raging storm outside but instead of going to going to the comfort of his parents room his wonders into his closet determined to find the presence he feels lingering. He could never have considered that just by opening his closet door those few nights that the demon hiding within would impact his life so much.
the forest fic by averageuniverse
the forest fic
averageuniverse
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not mine!!!!!!! creds go to SoloChaos on archive of our own just another copy of the forest fic make sure you have tissues
I will Change (Ereri/Riren) by _United_Fandoms_
I will Change (Ereri/Riren)
_United_Fandoms_
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Eren is a 17 year old junior who has lost his parents and suffers from depression, anxiety, schizophrenia, and self harms. He has begun attending Trost Secondary School, but on his first day he is already beaten up by Levi Ackerman, the heart-throb of the school and best friends with the lead quarterback, and Eren's worst acquaintance Erwin Smith. He bullies Eren on day one but from then on starts falling for the boy. Everything goes good for them, like there isn't any problem... but there is. Eren isn't sure if he wants to recover, can he get help when he needs it most though? *CAUTION: MAY BE TRIGGERING. IF YOU FEEL TRIGGERED STOP READING AND GO HUG A PUPPY BECAUSE THIS GETS VERY GRAPHIC*
Last December (VictUri) by utterlymelancholy
Last December (VictUri)
utterlymelancholy
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After his mother dies, Yuri Katsuki gives up the life of ice skating once and for all and lives in a world of monochrome without any brightness or color. The male now has his main focus on his best friends, Minami and Yurio, until, one day, a boy changes everything for him. Viktor Nikiforov, one of the top skaters in Russia, brings him back into a world of color by showing him the arts of skating but in a different form. A form that is free, not molded. As Viktor continues to uplift Yuri into this new world, Yuri soon realizes he has fallen for him.