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The Struggle by Nedaley_101
The Struggle
Nedaley_101
  • Reads 46
  • Votes 6
  • Parts 4
Have you ever felt unloved? Or that you didn't belong in life? Have you ever wished that you could undo a terrible mistake? Well I do. I'm torn...broken. My friends don't care, my mom just doesn't understand and God doesn't listen to me. Everyone just tears me to shreds, laughs then walks on me like dirt. I wish there was something I could do, so that I didn't have to deal with the pain. My dad found out about my diary...and the things I write in it...sad things...treacherous things. All I ever think about, dream about, write about, and talk to myself about is...suicidal. Every night at midnight I pray to the devil to let me die. To rip the hearts out of every person, who hurt me and made my life what it is now...a living hell. I don't know how to tell my best friend that I bought new razors. All I've ever wanted to do is to escape. I'm more than depressed, I'm more than hurt, I'm more than "just move on". I'm just done... [Dedicated to my best friend Hannah: "I Love You, please don't give up on me]
This Time I'll Hang, Close the Door (Kellin Quinn) {Book 1} by epiconfire
This Time I'll Hang, Close the Door (Kellin Quinn) {Book 1}
epiconfire
  • Reads 1,724,611
  • Votes 32,378
  • Parts 57
The rising to the top band 'Sorry We're Late' has a new record label. Rise Records. Sleeping with Sirens also has the record label. The lead singer, Summer James Parker, has a past that everyone knows about... except for her. She doesn't realize that her forgotten past is a problem until she meets Kellin Quinn. She also happens to meet him during Warped Tour 2012, the tour she's been waiting a life time for. Is she going to let someone she thinks she doesn't know ruin this tour for her? Or, is she going to let him ruin it as punishment. And what happened in her past? Well, that's for Sleeping with Sirens to know and for you, and her, to find out. --QUICK NOTE! Kellin Quinn is not married in this story. Instead he just has a serious girlfriend. I was actually thinking about making him married or with Katelynne in this and them having a child but I just couldn't! Kellin is not the type of person to hurt his family and there is some harsh hurting in this story! I seriously do love Kellin and Katelynne as a couple though. They are so fricking cute! Thank you for understanding.-- Warning: Sexual content (not just heterosexual, guys. You are warned), vulgar language, self harm, medical issues, death, and violence will be in this story. I will warn you when and if characters in the story are getting it on, when and if characters in the story are dying (or in pain either caused by others or themselves), and when and if something goes down that I don't think all of you want to read. But, I will only warn you all if it is truly needed. :) Cover by: simplystiles-
That Little Kiss You Stole // Oliver Sykes by RecklessMartinez
That Little Kiss You Stole // Oliver Sykes
RecklessMartinez
  • Reads 288,375
  • Votes 9,695
  • Parts 41
Liliana White has spent her entire seventeen years having an indescribable hate for Oliver Sykes. In her eyes- he's nothing more than a cocky wanker and she refuses to acknowledge him in any way but what happens when specific events happen to Lily, causing her to develop feelings for the wanker? Will she admit her feelings? Or push him away?
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Rescue Me // Alan Ashby by saintjimmysbutt
Rescue Me // Alan Ashby
saintjimmysbutt
  • Reads 109,235
  • Votes 2,192
  • Parts 23
"just remember that when everything starts falling apart, I'll be here holding us together because I can't lose you, you two are my everything"
It Was Written In Blood // Oli Sykes by saintjimmysbutt
It Was Written In Blood // Oli Sykes
saintjimmysbutt
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  • Votes 3,297
  • Parts 29
"And then I found out how hard it is to really change. Even hell can get comfy once you've settled in. I just wanted the numb inside me to leave, No matter how fucked you get, there's always hell when you come back down, The funny thing is all I ever wanted I already had. There's glimpses of heaven in everything, In the friends that I have, the music I make, the love that I feel I just had to start again"
Daughter of Darkness by i_refuse_to_sinkk
Daughter of Darkness
i_refuse_to_sinkk
  • Reads 1,245
  • Votes 34
  • Parts 9
Annabel Kronos is 1,021 years old but tells everyone shes 21, and wants to start college soon, she has been homeschooled her whole life till now. With leaving the castle premises of hell to go to the human realm to live with her best friend and the red blood pack, the strongest werewolf pack in all the realms, she just can't wait for the adventure to start... But when she meets another demon named Leo, what will he tell her that will turn her whole life around? Read to find out...
[AustinCarlile] Live Forever by bohncore
[AustinCarlile] Live Forever
bohncore
  • Reads 176,891
  • Votes 2,308
  • Parts 43
It's Warped Tour 2012. It's summer. It's the time to relax, play music, and enjoy life. Devon plays music. She has since she was young. With her band beside her, Devon feels invincible. Devon doesn't spend her money, not on herself. Her brother, he needs it, desperately, and that's what she's passionate about - helping her brother. Along the way, Devon finds herself letting someone new in. This someone is an inspiration to so many people, including her. And when he meets her, and she lets him in, he begins to fall in love with everything about her.
When You Can't Sleep At Night (Alan Ashby) by i_refuse_to_sinkk
When You Can't Sleep At Night (Alan Ashby)
i_refuse_to_sinkk
  • Reads 7,244
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  • Parts 13
Alyssa Blade, 19, troubled life with abusive parents. Her only escape? Easy, it was music. Music was her savior. Bands more specifically as 'Of Mice & Men', 'Sleeping With Sirens', 'Pierce the Veil', 'Alesana', etc. She was a lost soul. She was almost beyond saving her friends tried, and her band mates tried. She was lost in need of a savior. Little did she know that her savior was a famous rhythm guitarist for Of Mice & Men. His name is Alan Ashby.