Brendon thinks his life's a roller coaster.

Ryan is a schizophrenic Brendon has the mind of a 7 year old. they meet in an institution and somehow they become more than friends.

Ryan loves many things about Brendon, the list can go on. But he keeps little notes in a box, under the bed to remind himself of those things.

A small town singer gets picked up by a singing competition that showcases the best voices in music. Only 100 people are selected from all over America to join this elite competition. What's at stake? A record deal with DCD2, the label of Pete Wentz's (bassist of rock group fall out boy) own creation. Brendon, the small town singer, finds himself thrust into the spotlight, gaining friends and enemies along the competition. Will he be able to win the competition? Will he crack under pressure? And will he ever find love!? Find out in "Is There Somewhere?" A ryden fanfiction. List of ships mentioned: Ryden Brendon/Kevin Ray Ryan/Helena Pete/Patrick Brendon/Sarah

In Ryans eyes, nothing could go wrong. he was expected to win award after award for his writing, he had a boyfriend who took his bresth away constantly, he had a family who loved him. Perfect. but, we all know perfect has a surprise up its sleeve right? [warnings: major character death also i dont know what to do w it]

ALL CREDITS GO TO "fullcollapse" on livejournal for this absolutely beautiful story. Mostly AU, high school age setting. With the help of his friends, Ryan has just learned how to like life. Brendon hasn't yet found such luck. This is a story about strong relationships, trust, not wanting to be alone, and holding hands. There's a river, and just like its never-ending path to the ocean, some things just go on forever. Sometimes you need someone more than you need yourself, and sometimes, that's okay. Rating: R. Word count: 200,000+

Ryan takes acid and is convinced he's a glass of orange juice.

Rydon.