COVER IS A PLACEHOLDER!!! Ivan Kang has dedicated his life to God. He's devoted, disciplined, and everything a priest is expected to be. He's spent years learning to put others before himself, convinced that faith means knowing when to deny his own desires. Then Till Schmidt walks into his church. An artist with silver hair, black eyeliner, and a questionable attitude toward religion, Till is hardly the kind of person Ivan expected to find himself thinking about long after their conversations ended. Yet somehow, between quiet afternoons, stained-glass windows, and questions Ivan doesn't know how to answer, the boy becomes a presence he can no longer ignore. And somewhere along the way, concern becomes affection. Affection becomes longing. And longing becomes something Ivan has spent his entire life believing he must never allow himself to have. He loves God. He's certain of that. But what is he supposed to do when loving someone else begins to feel like a betrayal? Perhaps the greatest test of his faith isn't learning how to resist temptation. Perhaps it's learning whether he was ever meant to hate himself for wanting to be loved. A story about faith, forbidden feelings, and the terrifying possibility that being a good man doesn't mean being a lonely one.

Ivantill Jockemo AU//Angst + spicy//new chapter every 2/3 days unless busy Till and Ivan haven't spoken in years. They used to be inseparable. Then everything fell apart. Now they're stuck in the same school, carrying old wounds neither of them knows how to heal. Till is trying to survive rumors, bullying, and the exhausting reality of being someone the world refuses to understand. Ivan is trying to pretend he's okay. He's not. Between secret messages, late-night calls, near disasters, accidental kisses, and feelings neither of them are ready to name, the two slowly find their way back to each other. The problem? Everyone else figured out they're in love long before they did. A slow-burn IvanTill story about second chances, identity, healing, and two idiots who keep accidentally acting like a married couple while insisting they're "just friends."

─────୨ৎ──── "You always smell like hospital antiseptic," Ivan muttered, wrinkling his nose. "What, you allergic to soap?" "Maybe I'm allergic to dumb jocks," In the world where Omegas are owned and silenced, Till survives by hiding what he is. Cold, guarded, and buried under scent blockers, he's managed to pass as a Beta - until he's forced to room with Ivan, a cocky Alpha jock who's way too curious for Till's safety. As tension sparks and secrets start to unravel, hiding gets harder. And being seen might be the most dangerous thing of all. ════════════ Jock Ivan x Emo Till Side ships : ♪ HyuLuka ♪ MiziSua