COVER IS A PLACEHOLDER!!! Ivan Kang has dedicated his life to God. He's devoted, disciplined, and everything a priest is expected to be. He's spent years learning to put others before himself, convinced that faith means knowing when to deny his own desires. Then Till Schmidt walks into his church. An artist with silver hair, black eyeliner, and a questionable attitude toward religion, Till is hardly the kind of person Ivan expected to find himself thinking about long after their conversations ended. Yet somehow, between quiet afternoons, stained-glass windows, and questions Ivan doesn't know how to answer, the boy becomes a presence he can no longer ignore. And somewhere along the way, concern becomes affection. Affection becomes longing. And longing becomes something Ivan has spent his entire life believing he must never allow himself to have. He loves God. He's certain of that. But what is he supposed to do when loving someone else begins to feel like a betrayal? Perhaps the greatest test of his faith isn't learning how to resist temptation. Perhaps it's learning whether he was ever meant to hate himself for wanting to be loved. A story about faith, forbidden feelings, and the terrifying possibility that being a good man doesn't mean being a lonely one.

Till has liked Ivan since they were kids, but wasnt able to express his love for Ivan. He thinks Ivan hates him, but little did he know.. Im not gonna spoil lol, But I guess you guys know whats gonna happen next👍🏻

Till never expected a new life to begin in the quiet café down the road from his apartment. But when Ivan - warm-voiced, gentle-hearted, impossibly patient Ivan - pushes his way into Till's life with a swollen heart and a smile that feels like sunlight, Till's carefully rebuilt world begins to shift. What starts as a slow, hesitant friendship blooms into something deeper: late-night conversations, stolen glances, and the steady, healing kind of love Till never believed he deserved. But love isn't simple when your past still leaves shadows. Together, they navigate trust, fear, and the fragile bravery it takes to let someone in. Surrounded by a chaotic circle of friends - Mizi and Sua, Luka and Hyuna - Till and Ivan stumble through karaoke disasters, unexpected engagements, moving confessions, and the quiet intimacy of ordinary days. Till paints his way back to himself. Ivan learns what it means to love without conditions. And Spark, their not-so-tiny kitten, somehow becomes the emotional support animal of the entire group. From soft domestic mornings to a heartfelt proposal, from the slow recovery of old wounds to a wedding filled with tears, laughter, and too many flowers, Till and Ivan's story unfolds with gentle humour, deep emotion, and the kind of affection that grows stronger in the small, unspoken moments. As they build their life together - a honeymoon by the sea, future dreams whispered under warm blankets, and a lingering thought of the family they may one day become - the story never forgets its heart: This is a tale about healing. About choosing love even when it feels terrifying. About finding home not in a place, but in a person. --- Author's Note: All fanart used in this book is not my own! I give full credit to the artists found on Pinterest. Also, a quick warning (if you are still unaware) that this book is indeed a BL (boys love) book. If that makes you uncomfortable in any way, please do not read it. Thank you! :3

Basically if Ivan and Till escaped and Till realizing that his just Idolizes Mizi (search it up, it's actually canon) CHARACTERS ARE NOT MINE (They belong to Vivinos) Ivan is 22 and Till is 21 They're not gonna die guys dw ❤️

Ivantill rebellion au. Ivan and Till escaped Alien stage when they were younger. Till didn't look back. Till didn't go back instead he went with Ivan. He still adored Mizi not loved but adored yet he didn't know that. Mizi was still on his mind but ivan reassured him that they will save her. Did they save everyone? Or did they die in the process. This goes for everyone's POV. Hyuna's brother Hyung woo (i think) is still alive. This includes: -Ivantill -mizisua (probably) -hyunaluka -blood -deaths CREDITS TO @Nesheeumi for the cover! Watch their epic animation for Till's All in cover!

(FINISH, SEASON 2 IS OUT NOW) modern school au IvanTill! Jock x Emo relationships: Sua-Ivan : Siblings Mizi-Till : childhood besties (no, Till isn't in love with Mizi here.) Ivan-Till : "friends" (Early chapters) Lovers (Late chapters) Read to learn more about the au! All arts I put here aren't mine! (If youre the artist, I can always take down the photos if you want. , it's completely fine!) Credits to the artists! #1 in Ivantill - 09.23.26

"You'll get tired." "I don't mind." He really didn't care where they went. Ivan could probably make dumpster diving sound fun. . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ ⋆ MLM ⋆ High school AU ⋆ First love ⋆ Ivan falls first

i do not own any rights to the drawing in the cover.

This story is about Till , an unpopular emo boy , and his star-crossed lover , Ivan , in High school and growing of age, Are they finally going to finish together in this universe?