NilaSharonJacob
Still Here, Still Learning is the story of a girl who grew up believing that perhaps everyone else knew what was best for her-and that maybe she wasn't quite capable of making those decisions for herself.
Life, of course, had other plans. There were detours, disappointments, awkward phases, questionable decisions, tears, laughter, overthinking, and enough plot twists to make me wonder who was writing the script.Somewhere along the way, the insecure little girl began discovering that she had far more strength, courage, and potential than she ever imagined.
I fought like a girl. I fought like a teenager. I fought like a woman. And no, I don't mean dramatic, hair-pulling, television-style catfights! I mean the kind of fighting that involves getting back up, trying again, shedding plenty of sweat-both literally and figuratively-and finding the courage to keep moving when giving up would have been easier.
Through it all, there has been me and the Lord Jesus, whom I believe has carried me, guided me, corrected me, surprised me, and occasionally reminded me that I am not, in fact, in charge of the entire universe.
This is not the story of someone who figured everything out. I still get scared, doubt myself, make mistakes and sometimes learn things the hard way. But I've discovered that growth doesn't mean you stop struggling. It means you learn how to keep going.
Come along as we walk through the memories, laughter, tears, embarrassing moments, victories, setbacks, faith, and all the wonderfully messy bits in between.
See this story through the eyes of an insecure little girl who slowly learns to see herself differently.Watch her grow, stumble, fall and get back up.
Perhaps, somewhere along the way, you'll recognise a little bit of yourself in her too. I would love to hear your stories and bond over shared trauma, interests, hobbies and much more.
Because I am still here.
Still fighting.
Still learning.
Still growing.
And, by the grace of God, still becoming.