A collection of journals written in the quietest hours, during the loudest cries no one ever hears. Bleeding ink flows from her heart, engraving pain with every stroke on the page. Page after page is marked with stained tears, a signature of unbearable sorrow. Every fragment of memory is preserved, never forgotten.

Menjadi anak terakhir mungkin sebuah kebanggan bagi sebagian manusia di bumi. Namun bukan untuk Atalano Hendrawan, menjadi anak terakhir justru harus ditimpa beban berkali kali, kesuksesan kedua kakaknya menjadi tolak ukur kehidupannya. Ia harus lebih berhasil, harus lebih sukses harus lebih maju. "Mah kalo Atala telat ga papa kan?" Ucapan itu selalu ia pendam di dalam hati hingga ia menyesal tak pernah mengatakan hal itu. Gagal.. Gagal.. Gagal terus mengiringi langkah Atala. Namun apakah Atala akan bertahan atau berhenti di tengah jalan?

"Sometimes the simple things that seem silly are the ones that destroy you when they're gone." It's funny how a random phrase that was written so quickly could actually describe how someone could be feeling for years.. "Grief" A 5 letter word that everyone knows and doesn't know how to "say" or "talk" about it without being broken again and again each time they tried to. A journey to "overcome " is just a highway without any junction or even end, it just brought you to somewhere new, unknown and unfamiliar. Andrew Lawson never thought the books he had read before wouldn't even help or make him understand what "grief" is...Is it just a lost of a figure who waits for him at home, or a catastrophic event that would claim his "life".