"I dont do love, Maddy. I do fucking." Nagulat ako sa sobrang bulgar ng mga salita niya ngunit hindi ako nagpahalata. "Then atleast make love to me." determinadong wika ko. If I cant get his heart, well atleast I can feel how to make love to him Im too desperate. I want him. I want his love. Bigla siyang tumawa ng mapanuya kaya natigilan ako. "You dont get it, dont you?" aniya. Hindi ako sumagot kaya muli siyang nagsalita. "I dont do love, if we're going to have sex, it was purely fucking. And fucking is different with love making." sarkastikong wika niya habang seryoso ang anyo. Nasaktan ako. Parang pinilipit ang puso ko. It hurts! Ngunit kita naman ngayon sa mukha niya na wala siyang pakialam sa nararamdaman ko. "And for the record, I cant love someone who killed my girlfriend." patuloy niya na mula sa seryosong anyo ay naging mabalasik iyon. Napalunok. I am guilty. Not because I killed her but because I am the reason why she died. "B-But you're p-protecting me." "I am doing my job." Damn! I wanna shout at him, curse him and slap him. Ang sakit. Ang sakit ng harap-harapan niyang sabihin sa akin lahat ng iyon. Ang sakit na harap-harapan niyang ipamukha na trabaho lang ang ginagawa niya. Para bang wala akong pakiramdam kung magsalita siya ng ganon. And this fucking heart is aching.

[PUBLISHED BOOK AVAILABLE] Ariella Marvielle grew up in the province with her single mother and younger brother, Pao-Pao. When she passed the entrance exam at one of the biggest and most prominent universities in Manila, she didn't hesitate to pursue her dream. She went to Manila with only two things in her mind, to finish her studies and to find a part-time job. As if tied together by the red strings of fate, she met Zachariah Silvestre, a wealthy Architecture student who will turn her life upside down through an agreement. WARNING: R18. This story contains explicit words, sexual scene, In short matured content that are not suitable for younger readers. Please take caution in reading this story. If you're younger than 18, back off. Started: Jan 12, 2023 (2018: Raw Version) Ended: April 30, 2023 Written by: Fushiaxpink_ © All right reserved

[NEW CLASSIC SERIES #2] Meet the bassist of New Classic, Jeraiah Amirro Salvare.

Wretchedness Series #2 There are always two sides of the story. Are you ready to hear the vice mayor's misery?

Melody Carpina grew up knowing that life was never kind. Orphaned at a young age and raised in poverty, she learned to rely on no one but herself. She built her own strength, her own walls, and her own rules. Love was never something she believed in because for her, it was nothing but a weakness she could not afford. Everything changed when she stepped into the world of White Sand Resort Beach and met the man who would slowly destroy everything she thought she knew. He is feared, not loved. A ruthless CEO whose presence alone demands silence. In his world, no one dares to question him because his word is law. He does not ask for anything, nor does he wait for permission. Once he wants something, it is already his. His voice sounds like a command she was never meant to refuse, and his touch leaves marks she cannot erase no matter how hard she tries. She hates him for it, for making her feel powerless, for breaking her little by little until she no longer recognizes herself. Piece by piece, she loses herself until everything she has becomes his. Her heart, her body, even her soul are no longer hers to keep, yet he gives nothing in return except the cold reminder that she was never meant to be loved, only possessed. Until one day, she finally finds the strength to choose herself. Melody leaves without a trace, determined to take back what remains of her life, even if it means running away from the man who once owned everything she was. For the first time, he loses. The man who was once untouchable, the man whose word was law, the man who never chased anyone in his life suddenly finds himself searching for the one person who dared to leave him. The silence he once lived in becomes unbearable, and the power he once held means nothing without her. (Note: The book cover image used is temporary and not owned by the author. It is used for illustrative purposes only and will be replaced with an original design. )

Catching Flight Series #1 Life doesn't end when your mother dies and your father hates you - but for Saskia, she believed her life would end that night. As she cries in pain and agony, for a brief moment, she lets herself search any glimpse of any softness on her father's eyes - as if her wound caused by him will be healed if there is. But there was none. She accepted her fate. How ironic. A father must love and take care of his child. And as if God's not done watching how Saskia's father disobeyed Him over and over again - Saskia's life did not end there. She got a chance to get far away. Found a family who loved her unconditionally. Met a man she became friends with benefits with. For once in her life, she couldn't ask for anything more. She was content. Until she got pregnant. And she didn't want him to know. She thinks he didn't need to know. Her world crumbled as she took a flight back to her home country and faced his father and traumas again. While he continued his life not having a clue what went wrong between them. Will fate lead him to her? Will he find a way back to her?

Have you ever experienced a sense of isolation? Your family and friends--everyone abandoned you. In a world full of surprises, a ray of hope appears in your isolated life---new faces, friends, and perhaps a lover---all eager to fill the void of emptiness and longing. Yet despite the promises of connection, the question remains. "Why am I still trapped in solitude?"

What H wants, H gets. And Camilla is not an exception. Montemayor Saga [ complete ] [ old story reposted ]

THE LOSERS' CLUB SERIES #4 How does it feel to live with tons of what ifs and should-have-beens? Knowing that under different parameters, you could have worked it out. Knowing that if you only weathered the storm together, you could have built a home in each other's arms. Napakaraming sana--ganiyan ang naging takbo ng buhay ni Ysabelle Katana Montecer. Sana mayaman siya. Sana mas maganda. At sana may kapangyarihan siyang ibalik ang oras. If only she had listened to the little voice in her head, she could have been in a relationship with the only man who ever caught her attention--River Mattias Fuentabella. But it was too late for her. She was a ticking time bomb waiting to go off. A heartbeat away from silence. Kahit ayaw niya, kailangan niyang tanggapin ang hatol ng tadhana. River would always be out of her reach. He was close, but not too close enough for her to hold. They could have happened. They could have been together. But sadly, they never were.

THE LOSERS' CLUB SERIES #2 Someday you'll look back on your mistakes and laugh. To name a few instances, these are those awkward first kisses you shared with your first boyfriend, those failed recitations that your classmates don't seem to forget, and those poor outfit ideas that you once thought were cute. Iyong mga dating nakakahiya, nakakainis, at masakit para sa 'yo, pagdating ng araw, ngingitian mo na lang. Maybe by then, you'll realize how much time you've invested in being too emotional. Pero may mga bagay na kahit matagal nang nangyari, hindi natin magawang tawanan. Siguro dahil nakakahiya pa rin? Siguro dahil nakakainis pa rin? O siguro, dahil masakit pa rin? For Amari Sloane Mendoza, it's all of the above. Among all the awkward, failed, and poor instances, falling in love with her classmate, Leon Ysmael Zamora, is the only mistake she can't laugh about.