❝I can taste the pills on your tongue.❞ - - - Valarie Bennett is unraveling-running on no sleep, worse habits, and the constant pressure to play music. Every set feels like a countdown. Every day gets harder to survive. But she was never meant to do this alone. Not without Peter. He was her brother. Her partner. The one who made everything make sense. Now he's gone-and the world is finally watching. Then there's Billie Eilish. Too observant. Too calm. Too close. Someone who sees through the lies, calls her out, and refuses to let her disappear quietly. The closer Billie gets, the harder it is to hold everything together- and the easier it is to fall apart. Because some lines don't just blur- they break. - - - Started: 4/14/2026 (M/D/Y) Ongoing!!! - - - Disclaimers: heavy use of drugs and alcohol, mentioned nearly every chapter, so please don't read if this triggers you

Professor O'Connell has a wife, a son, and a life built on routine. A respected professor by day. A devoted mother by night. The kind of woman who knows exactly what lines should never be crossed. Madison is nineteen and her student At first, she doesn't understand the obsession everyone seems to have with her. But curiosity quickly turns into fascination, and fascination turns into something far more dangerous. Madison likes the way she avoids looking at her for too long. Likes how tense she gets when Madison stays after class. Likes hearing her tell her to go home like she's trying to convince herself more than her. And the more she pulls away, the more 'obsessed'she becomes. What starts as harmless flirting slowly spirals into manipulation, stolen moments, and a connection neither of them wants to admit exists. Madison pushes every boundary she can find, determined to crack the perfect image Professor O'Connell hides behind. Because behind the wedding ring and family photos is a woman with old habits she thought she buried long ago

18-year-old Skylar had just experienced the best night of her life. little had she known everything would fall apart moments later. who's gonna stop her when she's standing at the end of a bridge about to end her life? is the girl she's been idolizing for years, the famous Billie Eilish, the love of her life? is this enough to save her? what happens when all Billie's promises start with "as long as i'm here" ? lowercase intended achieved: #1 - oconnell [17/05/2021] #2 - lesbian [15/06/2021] #2 - gxg [09/07/2021] #2 - eilish [13/05/2021] #6 - billieeilish [11/06/2021]

"I only ever feel alive with her weight in my arms and she only ever breathes when drugs fill her veins." For as long as she can remember, Raven has only ever belonged to herself. Neglectful parents, fake friends and many bullies. To deal with the fact that pain never seems to fade away, she found comfort in all sorts of drugs and fell deeply into it really quickly. They made her feel like she was never alone. After all, they're the only things that can quiet down her mind and destroy her inner wounds. When a blue haired girl walks into her life, Raven feels like a shadow. Billie is everything she isn't: stable, popular, smart and most of all, happy. Raven is a nightmare and Billie is absolutely perfect. Raven tries to ignore her feelings for Billie, pushing her away again and again. Lies, violence, disappearances... She always runs back to drugs to cope with the danger of falling for someone. Drugs can't betray her, but people can always leave. But Billie never leaves. She falls hard for Raven as her light begins to dim while she gets pulled into Raven's darkness. Loving Raven isn't gentle. It's destructive and addictive. Despite the danger, Billie can't leave, deeply obsessed. Raven chases numbness. Billie chases the despair of loving her. When Raven finally stops running away, it might be too late.

Alexis Ackerman lives a troubled life, surrounded by gang violence and instability. Billie Eilish lives an interesting life of her own, having just started on her path towards worldwide stardom. When the two collide sparks fly immediately, though neither girl is ready to admit it's anything more than lust. ~ AU. Though the names of some characters are the same as people in real life, they are still characters. The actions of said characters do not necessarily reflect the views, personality, or actions of the people they're named after and based around. Contains violence, drug use, drinking, ptsd and anxiety episodes, sex, and strong language Main characters are 18+

Love wasn't the hard part. It was the descent. After nine hundred days of building a world, Billie is left watching it burn, one missed call and one cold shoulder at a time. It's a story of a hidden ring, a growing distance, and the terrifying moment you realize the person you'd die for is already keeping secrets that will kill you. Billie was ready for the chaos. She wasn't ready for the lie.

Billie didn't fall in love the normal way. She met someone who climbed out of the woods, asked the questions no one dares to ask and made chaos feel like home. What starts as a chance encounter turns into something unmanageable, messy, magnetic and impossible to ignore.

A billie eilish fanfic G!p TW: age gap/intersex/minor/smut

Maddison lives at home with her dads and younger sister Zayden, while her older sister Joey is moved out. Billie and Mady have been lifelong best friends, they do everything together. EVERYTHING. What happens when Billie begins to develop feelings for her best friend?