Jaime Lane definitely wasn't gay. But, he wasn't exactly straight either. In an attempt to satisfy his growing bi-curiosity, Jaime accepts a hookup with a male stranger online. It was going to be his one-time wild moment, an experiment to scratch the itch, and to subsequently forget about the next day. Instead of getting a casual one-night fling, however, Jaime finds himself in a big mess when his annoying, flirty coworker, Isaac, shows up for their date. All Jaime wants now is to erase the awkward encounter from his memory, but he and Isaac can't seem to leave each other alone anymore. And what was supposed to be a small diversion ends up making Jaime question not only his sexuality but everything he thought he wanted.

Hurt and wounded both mentally, physically, and emotionally Stiles hides what happens behind closed doors. All the while Scott is starting to realize something is different in Stiles. He had noticed it before but shrugged it off to think it was about all the supernatural shit going on at that moment. He soon realizes Stiles isn't okay (I own nothing but the plot)

Stiles Stilinski has a secret. A secret that could send his whole life spiraling into hell. A secret that could leave Beacon Hills in ashes. [demigod!Stiles au]

Saudade: [Portuguese] noun /s-ah-ooh-DAH-de/ the feeling of longing for someone you love and have lost. I felt my heart leap in my chest as my eyes met the piercing blue ones of the boy I had been seeing in my dreams for years. Of the boy I knew I had been and to a degree was still in love with. And his eyes did not recognize me. "What's your name, greenie?" Gally questioned roughly as we all looked down at the newest arrival in the box. "Thomas." // Featured on the Official Wappad Fanfiction Maze Runner Reading List // Highest Ranking: #1 under "maze runner" and "maze runner Thomas // Adaptation of both the book and the film Author Note: I first wrote this story when I was 16, in high school. I'm now 23 years old and in grad school! After many years (literally) of readers begging me to continue this series, I have returned! I am starting by thoroughly editing Saudade, and then will be continuing on to finish the sequel (Yuanfen), and the third book I had planned out when I began this series. | amazing cover by pelicularlyme |

*trigger warning* this story has cutting & suicide references, if that triggers you, please don't read! Stiles becomes depressed after the events with the Nogitsune & Allison dying. Scott, Lydia & Derek try to help him, but how do they help someone that doesn't want to be helped?

Stiles wasn't okay. He put on a fake smile for his friends. He wanted everyone to think he was fine. But he wasn't. The nogitsune is still inside him. He is broken. He is void. He is shattered. - Season 5A