"i'm paranoid i made you up" clara dawson had just moved to la for college, basically starting a completely new life. she was lost, lonely, and confused. while navigating this new life she finds herself in a place she never would have dreamed she would ever be in. ashton irwin has never been much of a "girlfriend guy", he liked to have his fun, and with all the new attention from touring with one direction as their opener for the second tour, the publicity started getting to his ego. it felt incredible to have practically every teenage girl drool after him, but that all changed the night he met her [ashton irwin x oc]

He's rude to a fan, she calls him out for it and now his mind can't forget the lips of the girl who didn't back down as he stepped closer. Liv McKay is one of the most sought-after tour photographers in the industry. Sharp-tongued, creatively obsessive and known for only working with artists she actually respects. Ashton is chaos disguised as confidence: all sharp smirks, loud drums, bad decisions and an ego big enough to argue with her every chance he gets. Unfortunately, they're both equally incapable of backing down.

She doesn't do chaos, she manages it. As one of the most respected tour managers in the industry, Alex Vale has built a reputation for two things: running a flawless show and never getting personally involved. Then she signs on to the Everyone's a Star! World Tour. Life on tour is nothing but late nights, sold out arenas, impossible schedules, and four musicians who flourish in the madness. Keeping the show going is Alex's job. Keeping her distance has always been the easy part-until the band's drummer starts slipping past every wall she's spent years building. But tour life doesn't pause for feelings, and neither do your demons. A messy, heartbreakingly raw story about healing and found family. And learning that sometimes the strongest people are the ones barely holding themselves together. TW: mental health, self harm, suicide, sexual abuse, sexual content and other distressing topics.

𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸. 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘢 𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘵. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴 𝘨𝘰 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯, 𝘸𝘩𝘰'𝘴 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘴? ASHTON IRWIN x FEM!OC © all rights reserved

"If anyone finds out, I could lose everything I've worked for," I explained, taking a step back. My back hit the wall behind me. Ashton nodded, his green eyes still locked on mine. "Good thing no one will find out." Book 1 Includes Mature Content

Semblance: The outward appearance or apparent form of something, especially when the reality is different. Avana Moore, the 24 year old tour manager who got her world famous start with Niall Horan, unknowingly gets dragged into another managing job by none other then her long lost childhood best friend, Ashton Irwin, for the band 5 seconds of summer. Avana soon learns, the Ashton she once knew and loved, is not the same man she remembered from six years ago. Ashton, alongside Luke, Calum, and Michael, all have devious secrets to hide from her . The biggest being why Ashton disappeared from Avanas life in the first place. Avana soon realizes the boys are nothing what everyone makes them out to be, and the semblance shown is anything but the light that is shown to others. #1 for Hemmings #1 for 5sosfandom #3 for 5SOS #3 for fivesecondsofsummer #2 for take my hand #1 for 5sos5 #2 for Michael Clifford Just a disclosure: none of the characters are based off their real life. This is just a story written by two people who absolutely adore the boys. Viewer discretion advised// drugs, alcohol abuse, sex, violence, and suicide is mentioned.