Even though I'm a mess and I still don't think I'm good enough for him, I want to date him. I haven't managed to scare him off with my panic attacks, mood swings and no touching rules so I don't think that if I tell him about what happened that night he will stop showing interest. ****** Shy, broken Chase wonders if he'll ever be able to love and trust again, if he'll ever get over the trauma of what happened, if he'll ever be happy again. He was a content 24 year old, rooming with his fraternal twin brother Jesse. They literally could not be more different. Jesse is blonde, confident and straightforward; Chase is brunette, shy and innocent. But when tragedy strikes, Chase becomes a shell of the man he once was and Jesse is determined to protect his twin and help him heal. However, will it be at the cost of Jesse's own blossoming love life? Will Chase actually let Jesse help him? And will Chase finally be able to overcome his trauma and accept the love of the man of his dreams? If healing, family and romance are themes that interest you, then this book might be for you! WARNING some themes of depression, suicide and rape though I don't go into graphic details. Thank you to anyone who decides to give this book a shot, I really appreciate it and I hope you'll have as much fun reading as I did writing it. All comments and opinions welcomed. Started December 27, 2020 Completed September 12, 2021 Highest Rankings #1 in trauma 2021/02/18 #1 in family 2021/12/02 #1 in gayfiction 2022/05/15 #1 in healing 2022/05/15 #2 in gay 2022/09/23 #2 in support 2022/05/12 #4 in heart-warming 2021/05/28 #24 in lgbt 2021/10/17 #60 in romance 2021/07/06

*He's waited 13 years now for his love, playing inquiry everyday for 13 years- waiting for someone who will never return.* The ice cold Han-Guang Jun is hurting. Losing your soulmate is hard, especially for someone who has already lost so much. Everyday he wakes up in cold sweat, frantically panting, trying to find the someone who he lost. Everyday he wakes up to the knowledge that he killed his love, and that it was his betrayal that forced him to an early death. Everyday, he cries, knowing that he has no one to blame but himself. 13 years ago, Lan Zhan doubted his Wei Ying. 13 years ago, he choose to believe that his love had indeed succumbed to the darkness. 13 years ago, they fought. And Wei Ying died; and with him, a piece of Lan Zhan's soul died too. It's now been 13 years. Wei Ying is back, but he's changed. He's no longer the bright and sunny boy that Lan Zhan fell in love with. Betrayal has left its mark on his weary face, and this time, Wei Ying might not be able to control the darkness that swirls inside him. Can the infamous Han-Guang Jun protect what's his? Or will he let the love of his life wriggle through the gaps of his fingers once again?

"Sooner or later, you'll fall for me, too." Theodore bursts into laughter. "I don't know where your confidence is coming from." Jacob chuckles and says, "I just know." And then it catches Theodore off guard when Jacob adds, "We should be making out right now." Theodore swallows and looks him in the eye. "We should." "And I should be undressing you at this very moment," he continues, "We could stay up all night with our hands on each other and just... forget everything." ****** Meet Jacob and Theodore, the polar opposites within a tight-knit circle of the most esteemed members of society. Jacob, reserved and hard to read, isn't exactly Theodore's biggest fan-unlike everyone else, who's head over heels for the golden boy. However, as they navigate their way through law school, they trip over a connection that sparks a lowkey romance, catching both of them by surprise. Content warning: Physical assault, homophobia, mental health, strong language, sexual content Started: September 21, 2023 Ended: January 9, 2024 Revised: June 1, 2025 - June 28, 2025

*** PLEASE READ STOLEN MEMORIES ARE NEVER FORGOTTEN FIRST****** They say that people change after they get married. Wei Ying and Lan Zhan have been through so much in their young lives that change was inevitable for them. They are not the same men they were when they first met. They changed. Yet their souls still craved the other and brought them together after years of struggle. They are now a happily married couple and life could not be more perfect. But, after a few days of wedded bliss, Lan Zhan starts to notice subtle changes in Wei Ying's behavior. At first, he shrugs it off as stress of adjusting to a new life and the fact that Wei is now a member of the Lan Clan, the sect with the most rules, most of which Wei Wuxian has already broken. However, Wei's strange actions become worrisome for everyone around him. Lan Zhan wants to believe in his husband's good heart but Lan Xichen and Jiang Cheng fear that Wei Ying is becoming someone else. He's changing into someone that everyone still fears. Someone who could destroy the cultivational world itself. If Wei Ying cannot be stopped, is Lan Zhan willing to stop him by any means necessary? Can he make the ultimate sacrifice to save the people he loves? To save the world? To save his Wei Ying? WARNING: There will definitely be SMUT!!! So, if you don't like to read the sexy stuff, then please don't read! You have been warned! Thank you for supporting me and this hobby of mine! All characters and pictures DO NOT BELONG TO ME! Credit to Mo Xiang Tong Xiu for giving us the best love story to ever grace this crazy world and characters that we can never forget. Credit to all the artists whose photos I have obtained through the internet! They are amazing people who have more talent in their pinky finger than I have in my whole body!

Dong Fu, was a well settled and self-made businessman at the age of thirty-two. Who would have ever thought fate would play game with him. He died and woke up in a body of a twenty two year old young man named Feng Sui. Dong Fu decides to live this life happily, find a small job, pay his bills and fall in love with a handsome man. Will his wishes come true? Or does Sui have a dark past that would come hunting for him? It's a story of betrayal, revenge and love. Beg date: 23/11/2019 End date: 05/11/2020 #1 in blstory 21/02/20 #3 in blstory 6/12/19 #3 in chinesebl 15/12/19 #3 in crimefiction 22/12/19 *the picture used in the cover belongs to the original artist. I do not own it. I have only edited it*

The story begins in the Imperial court of Ancient China where Jiang Princess Yanli is married off to the Lan Prefecture under the jurisdiction of the crown prince Lan Xichen. In her entourage of female servants is Wei Wuxian a male accompanied by an instruction from the Jiang empress to be castrated for service to the Jiang Princess. However Castration is a Capital punishment in Gusu and cannot be meted out carelessly. Lan Xichen reassigns Wei Wuxian, to the cold palace where the former crown prince is imprisoned. The former crown prince's offense was the refusal to take a wife and provide heir for Lan Kingdom. Lan Xichen's chief consort Qin Su advised that perhaps the criminal Wei Wuxian would kill the cold prince (as the former crown prince is known) to clear the way for Lan Xichen to ascend the throne. Lan Xichen, who loved his brother, did not wish him to die. But he valued his position as crown prince more. so he listened to Qin Su.

What if Lan Wangji died at the Nightless City Massacre by Wei Wuxian's side and was reborn in the body of a Playboy alpha in modern day Omegaverse Beijing. That too on the day he's to be married to an omega. #1 in Omegaverse on 22.5.25

It has been five years since Weiying's heart was broken by the love of his life, Lan Zhan. Weiying had established his career and turned the pages into a new chapter in his life. However, an unexpected turn of events steered Weiying and Lan Zhan's paths to intersect once more. Will they ignore each other's existence because of the wounds of the heart from the past? Is Weiying's pain so deep and unrepairable that forgiveness is not an option? Will Lan Zhan have the courage to face the love of his life and forgive himself?

Weiying and Wangji had a chance encounter when they were 15 years old. Their encounter was brief yet left lasting impressions which fueled an unfulfilled feeling. Will fate allow for their paths to cross again? If they do meet again, how will they face each other? What will they overcome? This story is about that transitional coming of age period in a young adult's life between college, work, establishing careers and relationships, and self-discovery. Go along for the ride as these two starts from an unforgettable chance encounter to declaring one another as fated ones. (Mature and homosexual intimacy content included)

Wei Wuxian was killed by a mysterious someone and unexpectedly he transmigrated into the illegitimate child of Jin Guangshan, the silver-haired goddess, Mo Xuanyu. He swore to solve his own murder, while many unexpected things happened at once... ...such as being a girl and a highschooler again. Part 1 of lumière dans l'obscurité series #1 wangxian - March, 10 2022 UNDER REVISION