[(!!TW!!): This story contains domestic abuse/violence, and potential s*xual assault/harrassment.] After an awful past, you enlist in the military and try to escape. After finishing your time in the army, you now work for the Avengers, wanting to keep yourself busy and try to start a new life. But your past never lets you forget where you came from. It all comes hurdling at you, and you don't know if you can handle it, all the while your new one introduces a whole new problem for you to overcome. (This story is written in first person, but uses "(y/n)" in place of the character's name) !! I DO NOT OWN THE COVER PICTURE. I ONLY PUT TOGETHER ALL 3 IMAGES !! [completed]

You and Sargent Bucky Barnes just dont get along. Your sunny personality always clashes with his reserved seriousness. As he fails to navigate dating and you fight for a permanent part on the team, Bucky wants to strike a deal: Help with dating in exchange for private training. Getting along might be your biggest hurdle. But what happens when his Steele reserve melts to softness and he finds that your sunshine hides shadows? ****Some explicit content warning ****