Previously if you were to ever look inside Jules's heart and see the world through her eyes you would cry. But maybe things have changed? Will she keep it under control? I guess you will have to wait and see. You have read the unfortunate stories of Jules Hart, read and experienced with her the heartache and pain as she navigated her way through hospital and psychiatric ward admissions. All the while she fought an eating disorder, self harm, suicidal thoughts and ideations, intense anxiety and PTSD. Now sit back. And indulge yet again in the life of Jules Hart and her life outside of the psychiatric ward. While she goes through the highs and lows of recovery. Will she keep it under control? Is this finally Jules's happy ending?

Jules is forced to live a life in the psychiatric ward after her eating disorder nearly ends up taking her life. Stuck in a life that is contained within four walls, while she fights her battle with an eating disorder and depression, trying to gain control of the demanding voice in her head. Finally having to admit that she can't do it herself and faces vulnerability by doing so. She endures love and heartbreak but only she can save herself. Will Jules recover and finally be free of the voice that has become the burden of her life? ~ I've Got It Under Control That's what she thought. That's what they all think when it first starts. They had control, had, past tense. Now they wish they did. Their bodies are screaming for help but their head is saying otherwise. Hunger coursed through Jules's body, the rumble of her stomach was like a thunderstorm, violent and painful. It scared her, yet it also satisfied her. She started to skip breakfast, and once she realised she didn't need breakfast, she knew she wouldn't need lunch nor dinner. ~TW: Goes into depth about eating disorders, mentions about suicide and self harm. View at your own risk~

Jules Hart returns to the psychiatric ward, her life has fallen apart once again. She had it under control. Or was it all just her imagination? She encounters trials and tribulations with her eating disorder recovery, being forced into situations like no other; ending in painful repercussions and unhealthy coping mechanisms. After deciding she no longer wants help, Jules escapes the psychiatric ward; resulting in her attempting to take her own life. The consequence of her actions, broke Tom's heart in the process, all the while he held her sick body. Her life has led her down the path of having to recover from not only the torturous eating disorder, but the addictive self harm and torment of the suicidal ideation. Let's just hope Jules gets her happy ending... ~ "GET OFF ME! GET THE HELL OFF ME! I DON'T LIKE BEING TOUCHED! GET THE FUCK OFF ME. TOM PLEASE HELP ME. TOM! PLEASE GET THEM OFF ME. I'M SO SCARED!" Jules's fragile body was making a forceful connection with the cold and unsympathetic ground. Her bloodline exiting and tainting her body and all of the surroundings. Her painful and emotional screams echoed the white corridor, while Jules's body shook and shivered, and dizzy spells with blurry covered eyes; forced her body and mind to experience a feeling of disconnection. The fit of fear that swirled in the pit of Jules's stomach made her head jolt violently side to side, along with front and back; causing her forehead to strike the floor. ~TW: Eating disorder, suicide and self harm mentioned throughout~

About a girl with bipolar disorder who needs domination as a way to control her own thoughts. She found a great combination of dominants in two brothers. But wants more.

For as long as she can possibly remember, Michael Brentwood (Scott Foley) has always been Amy's lifeline, the only person she can count on to heal her pain, not only emotionally but more importantly, physically. He's unbelievably kind, compassionate, an incredible humanitarian and a natural born pacifist. He just...tends to worry a little too much. When Michael rushes Amy (Phoebe Tonkin) to the hospital with an appendicitis, she's determined not to stick around, but her fear of hospitals is the least of her worries when her abusive ex boyfriend, Victor (Julian McMahon), returns to her life. Meanwhile, she meets Michael's new co-worker Andrew Barnett (Shane West), a bad boy rockstar with a heart of gold. Not only is he determined to protect her from her ex, but he's also determined to win her heart. **READERS PLEASE NOTE: This story takes place before the "How To" series. It can be read as a prequel to "How To Catch A Submissive" and/or a stand alone novel.**

Life could change in a split second. All you had to do was be in the right place, at the right time. Sometimes this was a disaster, but others, it turned out wonderfully. And when Calum was faced with this, he didn't know if it would be a disaster, or if it would turn out wonderfully. One person's risk changed it all, flipping his and his daughter's life upside down.

Yeoreum University Hospital has had many skilled doctors come in and out of its doors for many years. The main campus in Seoul is especially renowned. Their professors are knowledgeable, their doctors, skilled, and their staff are capable. It's been Park Sooyoung's dream to work there ever since she graduated medical school. It took seven years, but she has finally received her appointment to the rank of assistant professor. She's determined, smart, and anxious to prove herself. But when she meets Yook Sungjae, she realizes that behind all the glitz and glamour, the main campus of Yeoreum University Hospital is much different than what she expected. Behind the lights of the surgical theatre, relationships are messy. Everyone has their secrets. DISCLAIMER: All of the characters named in this story are fictional. The institutions named in this story are fictional. Any advanced medical procedures depicted in this story should not be imitated by unlicensed or untrained professionals. The author has no formal medical training and has relied extensively on medical journals, YouTube, and other publicly available resources. Cover created by @Usagiknight

Book 1 in The Doctor Romance Nicolette is living on the streets of New York City, hustling as a stripper to survive when the brutal winter months approach. Her only friend Casey, a nurse, offers her a lifeline - move into the lavish Manhattan penthouse with her three incredibly handsome surgeon co-workers. It's not an ideal setup, but it beats freezing on the streets. Little does Nicolette realise that Sebastian, Lucas and Samuil aren't just talented surgeons, they're also Grade-A alpha males with a taste for dominance, both in and out of the bedroom. At first, Nicolette thinks she's struck gold - three insanely wealthy, cut doctors all under one roof. But she soon finds herself the object of their intense, smouldering desires. The doctors pursue Nicolette, pulling her deeper into their scorching carnal world of dominance and submission. Nicolette can barely resist their intoxicating charm and affluent lifestyles. As she surrenders to their tantalizing dominance, she is torn between the three godlike surgeons. Choosing one would be difficult enough, but are they even competing for her? Perhaps the only solution is to make her theirs... together. In a deliciously intoxicating mix of ambition, luxury, and insatiable lust, Nicolette will have to decide if she dares risk it all for the ultimate forbidden romance in the city that never sleeps. - [This story may not be reproduced, reposted, copied, or translated by any means unless you receive permission directly from me, the author.] [I, the author, am in the middle of re-editing the book. So updates will be slow / with NO set date when I publish chapters. Please be patient.] - Their Lavender Memory. Copyright © 2024. All Rights Served.

Serena Irwin loved being in her twenties. If you had to ask her, she'd say that going to college and turning twenty were the best two things to ever happen to her. There wasn't much she didn't like about her life. She loved her school and her major, she loved partying, she loved her parents and her brother; everything was going according to plan. Until all of a sudden, it wasn't anymore.

She thought the world was against her and being loved just wasn't for her, until she met four boys determined to change that. (the writing in this is certainly not my best, just a heads up) warning: this book deals with triggering topics such as eating disorders, self-harm, and suicide. [highest ranking ~ #1 fanfiction] 2015 by mrcalibu. All rights reserved (I do not own 5 Seconds of Summer, Hi Or Hey Records, Arzaylea, Bryana Holly, or any real-life characters that may be involved in the story. I only own my own characters, such as Daisy. Every character and their actions in this book is strictly fictional.)