After losing her wife to a long battle of breast cancer, Ezra Kennedy's life crumbled into pieces. Overwhelmed by her grief, she threw everything away: her love to play guitar, her family, her morning runs, her career. Everything. Years blurred with tears and memories she couldn't ever get back. Her best friend, Elio, determined to rescue her from dying, dragged her back into life by getting her a job as a waitress at the town's local restaurant. Even with something to keep her mind off the death of the love of her life and something to keep her busy for hours, Ezra was still haunted by the painful memories of her past. Unless a customer changed everything... When the famous singer, Billie Eilish, walked into her workplace along with her abusive boyfriend, Jesse Rutherford, Ezra was instantly captivated by the younger woman's natural beauty. Soon later, Billie began to walk into the restaurant day after day with new ridiculous excuses on why she was here again. All of it made Ezra look forward to tomorrow for the first time in ages. Billie always seemed to be the only thing that could save her from drowning in her sorrows. They grew closer quickly and Ezra did something she never thought was possible again - she fell deeply in love. But she also had never felt so far away from someone. Because Billie is straight after all. Isn't she?

Alexia snow, 5,2 Girl from Los Angeles, Shes been bestfriends with billie since they where kids, Everyday gets harder hiding her feelings for the girl she loves most. Somtimes she swears she feels the same, when those hypnotizing blue eyes look at her like shes the only person on earth, or when they're having they're fourth sleepover that week, stuffing they're faces while watching Billies favourite movie, then is reminded that all they ever will be is friends.. or will they? Or is billie hiding somthing too. These two navigate, truth, drama, love, public drama but always come out of it together.

A single moment can change everything. Ruby never expected her life to take a dramatic turn-until her best friend surprises her with a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to work on The Special Guest, a show that interviews the world's biggest stars. But nothing could have prepared her for the moment she comes face-to-face with Billie Eilish, her favorite singer. What starts as a chance encounter quickly turns into something more. Late-night texts, lingering glances, and undeniable chemistry pull them closer together. But with the world watching Billie's every move, their growing connection doesn't stay a secret for long. Rumors swirl, headlines speculate, and suddenly, Ruby is thrust into a world she never asked to be a part of. As the pressure builds, Billie makes a choice that leaves Ruby questioning everything. Their connection is real, but in the end, will that be enough? Or will Ruby be left as just another fleeting moment in Billie's life? --- Best Rankings #50 fame #70 lesbianromance #46 billieeilish #79 billie

When Emilia - a model navigating fame, identity, and the pressure of perfection - is paired with global pop star Billie Eilish for a high-profile publicity contract, neither expects it to feel real. But between the flashes of cameras and the quiet moments behind closed doors, their staged romance blurs into something disarmingly genuine, until ghosts from Billie's past start to mirror the same wounds that have haunted Emi all her life, forcing them to face what they've both tried to ignore.

Juniper Hayes is seventeen, talented, and standing at the edge of a world she's only just been invited into. Joining the Hit Me Hard And Soft tour as a photographer feels unreal-until she meets Billie Eilish, older, guarded, and everything she shouldn't want. Billie knows the line. Juniper feels it, too. But attraction doesn't care about timing, and the closer they get, the harder it becomes to tell where restraint ends and desire begins.

Valerie and Billie have been inseparable since childhood,bonding over their shared love for dance and music. But when Billie suddenly cuts Valerie off, their friendship and feelings are left behind. As years pass, Billie rises to fame while Valerie moves on -until fate reunites them at Coachella. Will old feelings resurface, or has too much changed? ✩‧˚౨ৎ˚✩‧:✩‧˚౨ৎ˚✩‧ Billie Eilish fanfic

When seventeen-year-old Olivia takes a midnight walk in the downtown streets of la with the intention of taking her own life, she meets someone she never thought she'd ever see again. As Olivia struggles with multiple mental illnesses, Billie and her reconnect after several years. Billie doesn't just save her that night, she helps Liv begin the process of loving life again. Depression Anxiety Eating disorder Self-harm gxg Achieved 🥈 in #billieeilish 🥈 in #gxg 🥇 in #eilish

"i bake in my free time, they're vegan" kaia had a difficult start to life, from her parents to her ex girlfriend jules. she finally gets a fresh start, but what might that bring her? BRUNETTE/HMHAS BILLIE A WORK IN PROGRESS TW MENTIONS OF OV3RD0S€ AND S£LF H@RM SMUT WARNING * = SMUT

#1 in dontsmileatme on 2.25.18 "Don't push me away" i whisper, holding onto her wrist. I was begging at this point. But she was the girl i loved, the girl of my dreams. How could i let her slip away? Billie's expression was blank as she yanked her wrist away from me. "Don't tell me what to do"

falling in love with my bully wasn't what I had planned for senior year. its not something I regret either. Disclaimer: this is a G!P (girl with a shlong) This book contains triggering topics such as: mental illness, chronic illness, sh, suicide, abuse. The way people act in this book is fully fictional. They do not act like this in real life. -contains a lot of in depth smut- 🏅1st in #billieeilish 🏅1st in #womenlovingwomen 🏅2nd in #bilsexual 🏅1st in #billie 🏅8th in #bi 🏅6th in #eilish 🏅1st in #wwafawdwg