A one-part short story about Demi Lovato and the clout chaser who shall not be named, with some twists. Some details have been changed along with the timeline because I didn't want it to be exact. Includes some strong language and sexual content. Title comes from party favor by Billie Eilish. Written 11/27/2020

ɪ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ʜᴇʀ ɢᴏ. ɪ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ. ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ꜱᴇʟꜰɪꜱʜ. -Includes mature content such as sex and strong language- -COMPLETED 5/21/2020-

// BOOK ONE // Demi Lovato and I were best friends for years, until her addiction tore us apart. I never knew what happened to make her stop talking to me and it's been years since we've spoken, but I haven't forgotten about her. And during that time, I realized what she truly meant to me. I love her... But does she love me? // HIGHEST RANKS // // #1 demi // // #1 demetriadevonnelovato // // #1 tellmeyouloveme // // #2 demilovato // // #2 tmylm // // #2 lesbian // // #4 lovatic // // COOL FOR THE SUMMER AWARDS WINNER-BEST BOOK // // BEST COVER IN THE ALL GENRES CONTEST // // COMPLETED July 13, 2018 // // EDITED January 27, 2019 // // SEQUEL Two Pieces of a Broken Heart // // GERMAN TRANSLATION by @Lovaticici //

// BOOK TWO // *CONTAINS SPOILERS* It's been a week since I found Demi after she relapsed and started drinking again. She won't talk about it with me and it's taking a major toll on our relationship. I want us to last, but what happens when we're both just one piece of the same broken heart? // HIGHEST RANKS // // #1 wilmer // // #1 lovatic // // #2 sober // // #2 tmylm // // #9 demetriadevonnelovato // // COMPLETED October 16, 2018 // // EDITED February 13, 2019 // // THIRD BOOK Black Into Gold //

// BOOK THREE // *CONTAINS SPOILERS* Demi and I are doing better than ever after the two separate incidents that nearly took our lives. I'm working for a major magazine, and Demi is getting better. We've decided to move into a new house and plan for the future. After so much darkness around us, what will happen when the blindfold is gone? // HIGHEST RANKS // // #2 tmylm // // #4 tellmeyouloveme // // #5 sober // // #8 demetriadevonnelovato // // #10 suicideawareness // // COMPLETED December 7, 2018 // // EDITED February 24, 2019 // // FOURTH BOOK Danger Signs //

// BOOK FOUR // *CONTAINS SPOILERS* It's been two years since Demi and Maia Lovato decided to adopt me. It was rough adjusting after the world found out, but I love them for all they've done for me when I lost everything. When I make some new friends, I ignore the danger signs and things quickly go south. Can Demi and Maia do something to help when lives are at risk? // HIGHEST RANKS // // #1 adoptedbydemi // // #3 demilovatoadopts // // #7 suicideprevention // // COMPLETED 6/21/19 // // EDITED 9/8/19 //

// BOOK FIVE // *CONTAINS SPOILERS* Less than a week after graduation, my girlfriend is in rehab and I've been thrown into the crazy and hectic world of the music industry and fame. Luckily, I have my team to guide me through it and Demi and Maia to help me get my own apartment for Jay and I when she's released. But when Demi decides to adopt a runaway, it ends up nearly destroying everything we worked so hard for. Skyscrapers can crumble, but they can always be built back up. // HIGHEST RANKS // // #3 adoptedbydemi // // #5 demilovatoadopts // // #15 suicideprevention // //COMPLETED November 15, 2019 // //NEEDS TO BE EDITED//