A Step Back (Jennifer. A + David. S)

Chapter 21: Do A Little Dance... ?

{I really don't recommend skipping this chapter}

I separated from him, us both needing a nice long hug. The sun was low in the sky, but not yet beginning to set. He turned to glance at the clouds and the lovely light, taking it all in.
"Did you ever think we'd get together?" I pondered, because I never had.
He stopped to think. I watched as his mind processed the thought.
"No, not really. I'd have little fantasies of us together, but not really." He replied, honestly.
I smirked slyly at him, making him I realize what he said.
"Woah, not like those kind of fantasies, well, not most of them. " He chuckled lightly.
I crossed my arms across my chest tightly.
"So what were those other thoughts of David?" I teased, making him blush.
He tried to meet my eyes, but his awkward side took over.
"Well, I mean most of them were just like...us...doing things, you know..." He trapped himself in the wrong net.
"Uh huh, and so when did you think of these scenes David?" It's so fun making him adorably embarrassed!
He dreaded admitting this, but I know he's an honest man, he rarely lies.
"When I'm...alone, doing stuff... By myself." His voice cracks like a boy going through puberty. He can't say it, I know it.
He so cute, stuck in what he calls an 'awkward' situation. A lot of guys talk about this freely, as if they're proud, but David's pretty scared. I'm just teasing him, and I think he can tell because the sly smile hasn't left my face this entire time.
"Okay buddy, you're a healthy young man, I know you masturbate, it's okay. Just I'd prefer if you bought a porno or something next time." I gave him a playful whack in the chest, and sat myself down.
His face was bright red, gosh David blushes a lot! He awkwardly joins me, sitting himself down with his hands in his lap. I switch on the TV, and Seinfeld is on, one of our favourite shows. We watch for a little while, and throughout the episode, David makes his way closer, until he's right beside me. He yawns, and stretches his arm around my shoulder. I wonder how much courage that took him, because I know he'd be over thinking it in his head. I snuggle up closer to him, my shoulder pressing against his ribs. I turn slightly so my legs are across his lap, and he rests his other hand on my legs. Halfway through the episode, he leans in and gives me a little kiss on the cheek. It's adorable how he just leaned in, and kissed me! He's a sweetie, so I turn and kiss his lips once. He smiles like a small child, making me smile as well.
The sun has begun to set, it sinking below the line of houses across the street. My stomach growls loudly, making us both laugh.
"You sound hungry! I'd better make us some food darling." He chuckles, rubbing my tummy lightly and affectionately.
I love how he called me darling, it's so sweet and endearing. The warmth of his hand on my stomach radiated throughout my body. I wonder if he could feel it too? He removes his hands from me, and lifts my legs from his lap. He kisses my forehead once, before leaving to cook us dinner.
"Come back soon sweetie, I want to watch TV with you!" I yell to the kitchen, where he was taking out food from the fridge.
I could sort of hear him cooking and walking around the kitchen, so I listened to his footsteps echo through walls. He whistled a song I could vaguely remember, while whisking something. I returned my attention to the TV.
After an hour or so, I feel two warm and soft hands over my eyes. He leaned down right next to my ear, I could feel his warmth breath against my cheek.
"Hey, dinner's ready." He whispered, and I could hear the grin in his voice as he said it.
He removes his hands, and I followed him into the dining room where the lights were dim, but lit with candles. He had found a table cloth somewhere, because this one isn't mine. Maybe he just carries tablecloths with him wherever he goes, you never know. Two dinner plates covered with mouth-watering food sat atop the table, with steam rising from them. A glass of red wine sat next to each plate, as well as a fork and a knife.
"I feel underdressed in my own home David!" I jokingly announced, making him laugh.
He pulled out a chair for me, while his hand rested against my back.
"It's okay, I'm not exactly in a full suit either! But no one's here to judge you." He replied, talking quietly.
I looked down at my plate, and was met with roasted chicken with asparagus, mashed potatoes, and cheese-covered broccoli. I took a sip of the lovely red wine, and dug into the wonderful food in front of me. We talked about different things, politics, interests, things most people would do on a date, but I feel more at home with him because I know David. I trust him, and I can speak my mind with him, no worries about being judged or scaring him away, he's here to listen. I asked him briefly about his childhood, knowing it's a sensitive topic for him. He gives me a little more insight, and then move on. After most of the food was gone from our plates, he poured us both another glass of wine, so we sat and talked while sipping our drinks.
"Okay, so this may be a stupid question, but you have to remember I have no experience with this," I nodded reassuringly, "But I'm wondering when in our relationship I become your boyfriend." He asked, gaining confidence with the wine.
I smiled, and blushed at the romantic question he asked. I paused before answering, because it's a tough question.
"It really depends on the two people, I mean they could be dating for two months before they are official, or it could be two weeks. We've known each other closely for a while, so everything will go a little faster because we have trust, whereas in other relationships it'll take a while before the two have built enough to trust to each other fully. Honestly, after tonight I might be able to consider you my boyfriend because we've been pretty much dating minus the sex for a while." I chuckled at the last part, and he joined in.
I noticed him slightly smile when I told him soon.
"Thank you for the lovely dinner, I didn't expect you to light candles and stuff, or set anything fancy up." I admitted, patting his arm.
He took away our plates and glasses, and headed over to the sink to wash up. I quickly came over to him, and took the dishes away from his hands.
"No no sweetie, you cooked, so at least I can clean up." I say, placing them in the sink.
He tries to intervene, but I push him away slightly from the sink. I place a hand on the centre of his chest, holding him back although we both know he could just walk forward and knock me over. He groaned, and sighed.
"Alright, but-" he began, but I interrupted, "No buts David, I'll clean them in the morning." I ended the conversation.
I took his warm hand and pulled him back into the living room.
"Let's get into our pajamas and have a nice relaxing evening, David!" I excitedly announced, retreating to my room to undress.
When I returned, he was wearing his white T-shirt, and his boxer shorts.
DAVID'S POV
She walked through her door wearing a tight tank top and baggy plaid pajama pants. She looked adorable, considering the contrast between her top and her bottoms. She made me lay down on the couch, with my back against the pillows and my head towards the TV. She then laid down in front of me, also on her side, facing the TV. I wrapped my arms around her stomach, while she rested her head in the crook of my neck. She turned on the TV, and on came a Rom-Com that made her excited. I laughed at her adorable squealing, while squeezing her tightly with my arms. We watched the movie, but I didn't find it that interesting. I rested one of my arms against her back, and every few minutes I'd slowly move it down a bit more. She might have noticed, I couldn't tell. I finally got to her hips, where her hand met her bottom. She slid up a bit, making my hand go further down, and onto her bottom. I breathed in deeply, my chest pushing against her upper back. It felt nice to hold a sensitive part of her body, especially one not many men get the privilege of holding. I was going to take a chance, and maybe let her know I'm there. I took in a breath of confidence, and slightly moved my hand up and then back down her bottom. She turned to meet my eyes, and my body freaked. Will she scold me? Will she slap me away? Is our relationship over? She smiled, and kissed my blushing cheek once.
"David, you can touch me down there, it's okay. You have to remember that you are my boyfriend, and you have full permission." She whispered gently, reassuring me and calming me. I smiled bright when she said I was her boyfriend. I guess she decided then. She pauses, before sitting up slightly to kiss my lips softly. She cupped my face, and felt my rough dark shadow across my face.
"Can you shave tomorrow morning, your face is really rough." She asked politely, as I nodded.
She sat up, and laid my head down in her lap. She gently went through my hair, massaging my scalp. Her fingers felt so nice, tenderly searching though my hair. When she went from the base of my neck up, it felt so good, I let out a little moan. She paused, making my eyes flash open.
"I'm so so sorry, it just feels so good!" I apologize, my voice shaking.
She smiled down at me, still gently playing with my hair.
"Baby, it's okay if you get aroused, that's what happens. Now, stand up." She pats my shoulders.
I look down at my lap, and then return my gaze to her.
"I kind of already am." I chuckle, and when she realizes what I said, she begins to laugh as well.
I blush with both nerves and embarrassment, but she pulls me up by the scruff of my neck and sits me down next to her. It's gone now, thank god. She grabs the remote, and mutes the TV. Jennifer turns her head towards me, with something glimmering in her eye. I swallow, my nerves taking over. I'm a little scared as to what she plans to do with me, but I sit up in confidence. First, her hand places it's self on my upper thigh, when its usually down on my knee. I look down at her hand.
"Are you uncomfortable, because just tell me to stop and I will." She quietly whsipers, concern in her eyes this time.
I shake my head no, and place one hand on her side. She pulls herself closer to me, and places her other hand on my neck.
JENNIFER'S POV
He leans in, and initiates the kiss with his soft lips. I kiss him back gently, we never have rough and sloppy kisses. His hand goes up and down my body, while his other one makes its way up my thigh slowly. With us both sitting down like this, it's a little harder to kiss but not impossible. My hands run through the hair on the back of his neck, rubbing my fingers gently on the base of his neck, a highly sensitive part of his body. His hand makes its way to the top of my thigh, and goes up the side of my torso softly. His thumb rests just gently under my left breast, not daring to go any higher. I enter my tongue into his mouth, and we kiss each other as if everything's in slow motion. My other hand runs down his chest and the tips of my fingers rest themselves lightly on his tummy, just above his belly button. We pause, disconnecting our lips and taking deep breathes. Our faces still touching slightly, our chests heave against each other. He goes in again, but this time he slowly pushes me down onto the couch, with my back against the leather while he held himself above me. After a few more minutes of passionate kissing, I break the kiss, and cup one side of his face in my hand.
"Hey," I pant to him, our eyes closed, "Let's go into my bedroom." I whisper against his parted lips.
He picks me up and hold me in his arms, carrying me into my bedroom. He tenderly set me down on the bed, and made his way on top of me. I had never seen David be dominate, but he was on top of me, kissing me. He then made his way to my neck, and sucked passionately all over me. He sneaked a little one behind my ear, and all along the area. My hands found their way to his strong back, holding it, and pulling him closer to me. Once he found my sweet spot, he kissed it repetitively, but not so much that it would leave a mark. He could tell where I enjoyed his passion, as I let out moans, that motivated him to keep going. After a few minutes, the bulge in his boxers was considerably larger than before. I pulled back my kiss, resting my free hand on his hipbone. We made eye contact, and smiled reassuringly to let him know it's alright. He bent back down, but I pushed his chest so he landed on his back like I was before. I was now straddling him, and I tilted his jaw away so I had room to pleasure his neck. The roughness of his stubble was felt against my lips when I kissed down his neck. I sucked gently on the place he kissed me, right behind his ear. His moans were lower, with more resonance to them. I went all around his neck, all the way to the centre, where his Adam's apple is. I then tugged on the collar of his shirt, trying to make a point. His eyes met mine briefly, before we sat up, and he pulled his white t shirt over his head. His naked torso was across from me, and I could see more of how the exercise had affected his body. He had slight abs, but not too defined like the creepy body builders, and his shoulders were broad and taught with muscle. He had a dark line of hair from his navel down to his boxers, where it disappeared. I'd love to get a peek at his back. His chest had more definition, his body turning me on more. I pushed him back down, and began lightly kissing down his chest and stomach. His breathing was deep, making his chest rise and fall dramatically and heavily. He then flipped us over, him being dominate once again.
"I think it's only fair if I can remove a piece of your clothing, considering you have four left and I have one." He whispered, his face buried in my neck. I leaned forward a bit, allowing him access to take off my shirt.
DAVID'S POV
A girl is in front of me, allowing me to take off her shirt. This is so great! It feels so good too, like I've been waiting all my life, and honestly, I'm glad I waited to get agirlfriend, then to sleep around. I don't need to have sex all the time to be happy. But sex is nice.
I pull the tank top up over her shoulders, and then over her arms. We're both sitting up, me straddling her hips. She's wearing a nice simple black bra, that's making me weak in the knees. I feel my heart skip a beat, when I see her beautiful body across from me. I bite my lip, when my eyes fall a little south of her face. She grins when she catches me staring, but like she said, we are boyfriend and girlfriend. She teasingly slaps my face lightly, and tilts my chin up to meet eyes.
"I know it's been a while for you since you've seen a woman's breasts, so I'll let you take off my bra now David." She instructed to me.
I'm more than happy to take it off, as I unclasp the back. The bra falls gently from her body, and I catch it and throw it aside. I let my eyes wander to beauty that are her breasts. They are perfect, not massive but not too small.
JENNIFER'S POV
I watch as David marvels at me. I haven't seen a man with his same reaction since I was 15, so the reaction same as a horny teenage boy's. He smirks slightly, and I take the time to recognize the beauties of his upper body. He has strong defining lines down his torso, the markings of a man. He can take care of himself. I wonder exactly how long it's been since he's seen a topless woman sitting in front of him? A year? Two? More? He reaches out and gently cups one breast with his right hand. I watch him as he places his thumb on my skin, and touch sensitive places around my nipple. He then lowers his head to my body, and kisses me softly and tenderly, like no man has ever done before. He takes his time, using his tongue, fingers, and lips, but leaves me in a state where I need to touch him as well to return the pleasure. I don't know how I'll ever be able to touch him in a way to communicate the feelings he's given to me. He lays me back down, and kisses down my chest, down past my belly button and to the waist band of my pajamas. He looks up to make eye contact, to ask permission. I nod, and he lifts me as he pulls down the pants. He holds me in his strong arms simply, as if I'm not a living adult who weighs over 100 pounds. I watch as his muscles bulge and contract as he sets me down, only in my panties. He runs his hands down my thighs, but then returns his focus to my chest. He kisses me while holding me tightly against at him, our bodies mashed together. My moans keep him going, and encouraged him to do more. My legs wrapped around him, my heels pressed against the two dimples at the base of his spine. I slightly slide down his boxers a bit, revealing more of his happy trail. He looked up immediately, making eye contact.
"Is everything okay?" I asked, nervously, stroking his shoulder.
He looked away, shyly. I tilted my head, and attempted his famous puppy dog eyes.
"Yeah, I'm just nervous I guess. I have barely any experience in this, and I'm kind of nervous as to how I'll compare with the other men you've dated." He confessed, making me a bit sad to hear this.
I kiss him on his cheek, and run my hands down him. How could he ever feel ashamed of himself like that? He shouldn't compare himself to exes of mine, because they are all different men.
"And just so you know, you are way out of my league. I'm kind of scared because I don't know how I'll compare... Size wise, you know?" I frown at his insecurities.
"David, love has no boundaries like 'leagues'. And trust me, what ever size you're packing, that's okay." I smile, trying to help him see.
He nods, and takes my hands, placing them on the waist band of his boxers.
"Go for it."
I slide them down slowly, until they come to his knees. He looks down, and then back up with his puppy dog eyes for reassurance.
"I know it's not that big, but-" I place a finger over his lips, silencing him, "David, how big do you think is average?" I ask, honestly wanting to know his answer.
He shrugs, and mutters.
"I don't know, like ten inches? Girls always say they won't accept anything under ten so..." He answers honestly.
I laugh, and pat his chest.
"Aww David, the media has brainwashed you. It's just above five, sweetie. You are well over an inch above average." I console.
His eyes light up, no longer feeling as insecure. I take them off all the way, until David, in his naked self is laying beside me. I admire his body, and then take his hand to my waist. He slides my panties down, and takes a little peek. He smirks, shaking his head in approval.
"So do you have any condoms or...?" He asks shyly, stroking my stomach.
I tell him I'm on the pill, and he nods his head. He turns me so I'm under him, and he looks deeply into my eyes to ask permission again. I nod, and hold the small of his back.
DAVID'S POV
Once inside, and moving, I lay down a bit, lazily kissing her neck. Her hands roam my upper back, scratching me a bit. It feels so nice, having your dreams come true, holding the girl of your dreams in your arms, while making love to her. The passion in her kissing was an unstoppable force, while her hands worked magic.
"This-feels so-much-better-than I-ever-imagined" I panted while thrusting my hips carefully.
Her legs were wrapped around me, forcing me to go deeper, and I heard her whisper an 'I know' when I kissed her, but it came out half moan. We looked into each other's eyes, wanting to savour our beautiful first time together, and we came together, in each other's arms. Our eyes locked, no one could stop the force of the love between us. With one final moan, I collapsed on her body, us both panting, red and sweaty. But this time, not from embarrassment.

A/N: WOAH THERE R RATED. I guess it's kinda late. I didn't want to spoil the chapter by putting it at the beginning, but I think the story is rated R so...
😏Anyway, this chapter was hard to write because you know, but in a way it was easy. A bit weird for me to write though. This is definitely a turning point in the story. It's a special chapter, and that's why I didn't just 'imply' that they'd done it, like I will in future chapters. I was thinking of doing like questions, and you'd have to answer them and I'd give like points to whoever answered first sort of. Whatever, it's late in the night, so my brain is fried
1: First person to explain the title of this CHAPTER gets 10 points
2: First person to explain the title of this STORY gets 25 points
And as always, I love you guys and I'll post as soon as I can.