Long prologue

Tommy is a very anxious and shy person, everyone knew him as a very obnoxious and loud person. His panic attacks started to worsen and turned into derealisation, so he found a new way to cope, because no one needed to worry about him.

Everything was going fine, until his friends found out about his bloody coping method. "I thought red looked good on me. "

Trigger warning
Triggers mentionned in each chapters

Tommy Angst
Derealization
Panic attacks
Self-Harm
Mention of ed (No characters have an ed, it is only mentionned)
Child neglect